( this is spicy but no smuth. Yet
Also this plays in the modern times where computers and stuff like that exist)
El POV
I realise that if I don't do something about this feeling i'm never going to sleep. So I take my phone and open Google.How should I even look this up? 'I have a weird feeling in my lower stomach what dose it mean?' Yeah well I don't think that will help me.
I think about Max and instantly that feeling gets sronger. What is this!? In frustration I just Google 'Am I gay quiz'. I know it's stupid but I don't know what else to do. I answer the questions and get: 65% gay. What? So am I only partly gay?
I search 'I like boys and girls' I get the result: 'bisexuell'. I read what the defenition is: ' a person who is atracted to more then one gender but could have preferences.' I guess that is pretty accurate. But I don't know. I take another quiz just with bisexuellity this time. I get '89% bi' as result. I guess im bi? I don't know. It dosen't matter right know.
I want to know what this feeling is. I realise that I feel a kind of desier. Images pop in my head of me and Max kissing and her putting her knee between my legs. God I wish she would do that again. It felt so good. Something brings me to move my hand 'down there' but I abruptly stop. What the fuck am I doing? Is this the feeling? I want to... well 'do something' with Max. But how do I get that feeling away? I don't know.
Max POV
I feel sick. I ruined our friendship. I have a fucking chrush on El! My best friend! God, I mean, I already knew that I'm bi but still, why did I need to fall for my best friend? And now I'm horny. God I'm horny because of my best friend. I really shouldn't feel that way. I try to sleep and get all these emotions out of my head and also to calm my hornyness down. But, of course it dosen't work. I just close my eyes and, magicly I fall asleep.
To be continued...
Notes:
Nothing to say
have a good day/night ❤️
