Season four Carl x male reader twd

Season 4 episode 9 (after)

What is he doing lol
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My body shot up as i opened my eyes with a gasp. i looked around hurriedly and got up, i yelped as a sudden pain shot through my right leg, i fell forward onto my knees. i heard someone rushing up the stairs and i quickly crawled underneath the bed, afraid of what they'd do. i heard the door to the bedroom open, it looked like a walker's clothes and such. i covered my mouth and nose with my hand and quietly crawled backwards away from the edge. the person walked around the room with these chains in his hands, they dragged across the floor as he walked. suddenly i felt someone grab my ankle, i involuntarily let out a scream as i was dragged out from underneath the bed. he grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled me up to my feet before pushing me against the wall. "get off! stop!" i yelled as i tried to push him off. he grabbed my wrists and pushed them against my chest with one hand. i saw him holding something else and i didn't realize what it was until he clipped it around my neck.. what the fuck. my eyes widened as he grabbed my hair and pushed my head against the mattress of the bed. "hey!" i yelled trying to kick him. he didn't go away. he didn't stop.
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I woke up with a sharp intake of aid. it was dark, it felt like i was in the back of a moving van, a bag over my head, my hands tied. i felt my heart hammer against my chest as my breathing picked up, i was scared. why couldn't i stop being scared? I tried to keep as still as possible, i felt someone else's shoulder touch mine, i flinched out of fear. "he's awake" *the man across from me purred, he put his hand on my knee and slowly slid it up as i tensed. fight back! kick him! tell! do something! I shouted at myself but nothing happened. suddenly the car came to an abrupt stop "oh- we're here." i could hear the smirk from the man's voice. he grabbed my upper arm and opened the back doors of the van before dragging me out. i heard the sounds of walkers growling getting louder as he dragged me before the sound started to fade. he dragged me into a building and pushed me into a room. i fell forward onto my knees, he grabbed the bag over my head and pulled it off before cutting the rope from my wrists. i turned around and tried to run past him only for him to pick me up and throw my onto the floor. i felt the air leave my lungs causing me to cough and try to breath, the door closed abruptly as i got up slowly. i looked around the small room, a bed, books, and a small window to look out. they took nearly all my weapons except for the ones i kept hidden. idiots forgot to do a pat down. I adjusted my jacket and grabbed out the pictures i had of my and carl. a picture of glenn and maggie slipped out.. i never took that? i turned it over and inspected it |Survive for us. We're waiting, always and forever.| tears pooled in my eyes but i quickly wiped them. i put the photos away quickly. 'wake up. you can't afford to get emotional. you've been afraid this entire time and it's made you weak. if Cole were here he'd- he'd beat my ass for giving up.. that's what i need. a little motivation.' i looked out the small window, i was on the second floor. no one was outside. before i could try anything the door opened and quick footsteps came my way. they grabbed the back of my jacket and yanked me back before pushing me onto the bed. my eyes widened as the stranger grabbed my forearms tightly. it was an old man, maybe in his late forties. i kick him in the stomach and he let out a groan i bit his hand harshly, drawing blood. he laughed and grabbed my hair pulling it roughly. it hurt a lot, his hands moved quick. pinning my arms above my head "hey!" i shouted loudly 'not again. no!' i thought panicking as i kicked and moved trying to push him off and hit him but nothing worked. i screamed for help and yelled at him to get off but.. he never did. not until he was done.
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i opened my eyes slowly to find myself in the bed, my body felt disgusting. i put my clothes back on and looked in the mirror. he left marks. i fixed my hair and sat on the bed quietly, putting my elbows on my knees and my face in my hands. 'i miss mom. i miss dad, i miss cole, i miss carl, i miss daryl, i-.. i want a hug. please.' i felt a warm droplet fall into my palm, then a few more, soon i couldn't stop it. i could feel my body shaking as i sobbed. i wanted one last hug.
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everyday. every fucking night he'd come back. but tonight i was ready. i didn't know how long i was here, but i was ready to leave, not without revenge. i stuffed a few books and an extra blanket under the main blanket to make it look like i was sleeping before i hid behind the door as it opened. i took a deep breath and grabbed my knife out of my shoe, holding it tightly. i looked at my hand for a moment, it a trembling. as soon as the man closed the door I grabbed the back of his shirt just as he had done the first day to me. i pulled him back and slammed the blade of my knife into the back of his head before he could make a sound.
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(why the fuck was carl so sassy in this episode?)
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i let his body hit the floor before i grabbed the keys out of his jacket pocket. i unlocked the door and slammed it open. i grabbed my pistol out from inside my jacket and turned the safety off. i kept it up, aiming for the end of the hall as i walked slowly. the halls were surprisingly bare. i walked faster until i found a small closet. through the corner of my eye i saw my swords. i smirked and opened the door and grabbed my swords, extra ammo, and two more guns along with a bag of food and some water. i ran to the exit only to find the reason why the halls were bare.
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posted; march 10th, 7:31 PM