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Overthinker much? (Raine x reader)

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This story is just a vent, I haven't been feeling well and just need to pour my feelings out in this. 😭😭😭 Hope you enjoy. 😢
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The day started just like the same as yesterday. It was the weekend and I had just woken up, usually at 10am-1pm. I always felt tired when I woke since I have a bad sleeping schedule, but you get up anyway. I wash yourself up and start off the day with brunch.

Time skip!!

I scroll through your phone, bored as hell. I didn't like being bored, cause if I was, I would start to overthink. I was an overthinker, I hated being one, being sad over the smallest things, imagining things that may not even be true. That was the only thing of stopping me from being a good partner.

My partner, Raine, was always so kind to me. and was the best partner. But for me, I  always thought I was the opposite of being a good partner, even though Raine kept telling me I am the best partner anyone could ever have. The one thing I personally hated for the reassurance I have to get all the time, thinking the most unbelievable things over the smallest things, etc.

Overthink made me choose choices I didn't want to choose, but did so bc I was overthinking the situation. God I hate myself so much. As I space out, I hear the front door click. Right, I asked Raine to come over to talk about something.

Third person pov

"I'm here!! What did you wanna talk about?" Raine said while walking over to you. "Hey Raine.. Well I don't know if I should say it.." You mumble. "Why?" "I don't want you to be disappointed in me.." You say with your head down. "I wont be disappointed I swear." Raine said. Raine started to rub your back and ask, "what's wrong?"

"Well, I was gonna ask if.. you still love me?" You say. Dammit I shouldn't have said that, you say to yourself. "Yes, I do, why do you think that?" Raine said in confusion. You think of the reasons why, all there was is the smallest things they do that make you sad. You were wishing they said ofc they did, but you knew they had other things to deal with, plus they may not be in a good mood atm.

"Nothing important." You say blankly. "What do you mean??? It has to be important since it made you think I didn't like you anymore." Raine said. They started to sound disappointed, like you were sure they would do. "Well it's just that—" you start to stumble around your words. You didn't want to say bc of the small things you cared about, plus you didn't feel loved enough.

Raine wasn't good at expressing love, you understood that but sometimes you just thought it wasn't enough. They never said I love you first or anything flirty. You were the type that wanted those cheesy couple things, but you knew that you can't have everything. Plus that would be selfish. So you made up some other excuse.

"Well I just didn't have a good week thats all." "What does not having a good week have to deal with me not liking you?" Raine asked. "I mean that isn't the reason why i thought that." "Then what is it?" Raine said in a different tone. God why did they sound so mad? You didn't want to say anything else cause if you did, they would get more disappointed.

"Because I didn't feel loved enough. I'm sorry." You said. "Y/n." Raine stood up from where they were sitting. "I know I know!! I'm sorry I know you have a hard time expressing it and I know your trying but I just thought it wasn't enough!!" You spit out. "Y/n I know you know I have a hard time but do you know how much I done?"

"I pushed myself outside my zone to say ily more because we had this problem before, and I stopped talking to my friends while talking to you because you didn't feel important." Raine said. "I know!! I shouldn't have said anything and I'm sorry I can't appreciate that because im so selfish." You yelled. You started to tear up. Shit you didn't mean too. "It's fine y/n." Raine said.

Raine was surely angry and disappointed at you now since you said your reason. You wished you never said it, you didn't even want too. You hated yourself for being so moody all the time, you wish you shut your mouth all the time. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry." You kept repeating. "Y/n it's fine!! Gosh how many times do I have to keep saying that??? Why do you always make things about you!!" Raine shouted.

"I'm just saying saying sorry for being an asshole to you all the time!! This is why I bottle up my feelings now so I don't have to make things about me anymore!! Happy?" You fought. You guys fought and fought until it died down, you guys had not breathe to speak. "JUST GET OUT!! SINCE YOU DONT WANT ANY TROUBLES FROM ME GET OUT!!" you yelled.

"FINE WITH ME." Raine grabbed their stuff and slammed the door. After they left, you broke down into tears once again, wishing you never said anything in the first place. What have you done? You kept thinking that you were such a bad partner after that. You swore everytime there was a problem, you just keep your mouth shut or just make up an excuse.

There will be a part two, probably 😢

A/N - Hi guys!! It's been a while!! A really long long time. Unfortunately school has been taking up all my time so I haven't been posting in a while. 🥲😓 I really hope I get the time to post more often soon!!