His Missed Wife (A Justin Bieber Love Story)

"1" Lost Inside My Thoughts

"1" Lost Inside My Thoughts

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Songs of the chapter are:

Under The Bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppers.

I Will Remember You by Sarah McLachlan.

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- 8:00 AM -

I woke up and the entry of the sun from the window openings. Turning on my left to see Jack Jackson my husband. Yep, my husband. Of course you are confused, aren't you?

Well, let me explain everything happened...

-Flashback to my wedding day-

"SILVYYYYYYY!!"

Samantha yelled my name after I opened the door

"Babe" I said hugging her tight like I don't want to leave her. I'm nervous

Samantha just awe I gave her a serious look

"Okay, okay." She said looking away to my mum who was going to greet her

Samantha went to mum and mum greeted her and so did Samantha.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S YOUR DAY. YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE US" a tear danced on her right cheek. I couldn't help but to cry too. I can't believe and I don't know whether to be happy because, I'll marry my love of my life or to be sad and cry because, I'll leave my beautiful friends, family and my job. Yeah, I've been working on the stock exchange. It was fun to work there and having really supportive and helpful team. I don't...

I wish my dad was her to see his eldest daughter getting married after 2 hours :')

Anyway, my mum brought a girl from her beauty salon center to add some makeup, but I wanted my face to look naturally and pure without any makeup

"Mum" I asked her with a weak smile

"Yes dear" She answered with a smile from ear to ear. She really seemed happy, but her eyes, her eyes are saying the opposite. She's not! She wanted to scream and to cry I just could feel her. I'm part from her..

There was a long pause between us

"I..." I started

"I don't want to apply any makeup mum..."

She just looked confused and that was awkward

"Why dear?" Right now I felt afraid and I don't know why? I just wanted to cry, and that's wired. I've been acting wired these days..not having lunch or dinner. I only had an apple and OJ and at the job, only having a coffee and a turkey cheese sandwich and Justin hated this fact. He wanted me just enjoy life cause I'm worth it.

"Because, I want people to see me as me not as a girl who's hiding her bruises or something like that I just want it to be different..." As I said that I looked down at the hard ground

"But babe, it's your wedding and every girl does that"

She said placing her both hand on my shoulders and rubbing them to make me feel safe

I just took a deep breath and sigh. While that old woman was applying some makeup on my face I just asked her to be simple

"Don't worry. Your face doesn't need any makeup you look beautiful" And by that she added a small wink