Eddie Munson oneshots st

car crash

This was a request. But honestly I haven't written in this book in ages and have no clue what format I was going for. This will be an angst I think. Also it might be quite short and not spelling checked and my autocorrect on my kindle is awful and it's the only taught at hand after my phone broke.

I felt got welding tears slip down my face as I rushed to my silver car. Me and Eddie got in an argument again. Hes just not trying in school and my small job can't keep us aloft for much longer and unless I juggle part time kid after job after day care I can't keep both of us alive.

I was already driving back to my mums, maybe to admit she was right when she kicked me out those many years ago. Maybe she was right when she said Eddie would never be the one. Or maybe to beg for forgiveness for telling those things when I was blinded for puppy love.

Tears streamed down my face as a blinding yellow light shine too bright through my blurry tears. A painful ache I could never imagine pierced through me as I coughed. I felt sticky and warm spill over my torso. I cough as I hold my hands out, they where red and sticky.

Yet that piercing light blinds me.

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As she slammed the door I let a sob escape my lips. I shouldn't have made her go on that date with me. I should have known i would never been enough for her. I shouldn't have scoffed in shock at what her mum said to get that night. Guilt washed over me as I turned on the tv to try distract myself.

"The crash on the mTg puts everyone in shock as a local women had passed out on the scene. She has an engagement ring and she was pregnant by seven months, unfortunately paramedics say the mother may not survive and the infant was removed and has been sent to top paramedics as soon as possible to try keep the baby alive. As well as a drunk driver who was killed in scene as he was knocked out by his wheel. " the reporter announced.

I stare at the tv as her car was shown in the tv. The next few hours where a blur as I dashed to the hospital. I say alone that Saturday night in a hospital seat. It was my fault, if I just tried if I had just graduated or not yelled at her I wouldn't be here.

I didn't look up as her mother's voice filed my ears "in sorry I abandoned you two.. But I'm here to support my grand baby  if I may especially if my baby doesn't make it" I can tell by her voice she's filled with guilt and she holds down sobs as she takes the seat next to me.

"You may go see her, she's woken up"I smile gratefully before running to her room. She sits awake holding a baby with Brown curls. "Eddie I'm sorry, I didn't know and..." She trailed of as I kissed her and swore to her " I promise I will graduate this year, I will get a job and support you and our child" she smiled and said " her names not decided yet, " and glanced at me for ideas.

Her mum walked in at that "oh Y/N in so sorry I should have been there. Thank God your okay I would have never forgotten if our last words where that of spite," finally a full family and heart Y/ N smiled even through the pain.