For Him

- THE LOVE I CRAVE -

I want a blessing. I deserve a blessing. I want to be someone's blessing and not have to try because everything flows so nicely like river water down stream. I want happiness like bees seeing the first bloom in the springtime.
I want to be high on love like little kids..
I want to feel love, wanted, like a lost love letter. I don't want to feel empty when I have a part of me that is full. I'm in love with you but feel so lonely in your absence.
collect all my butterfly's with you..
and try to keep them. they find space in
your absence to fly away..
trying to keep my mind busy like a bird making her home so she can finally rest
would love to write love poems about you
You. Your eyes. Your hands. Your body.
But my feeling of emptiness is getting in the way of the feeling of spring.. I'm stuck in muck not enjoying the flowers in my garden my loneliness brings bugs here, my garden was peaceful I have holes to fill I hope you can help me because my flowers will dance alittle more if your around.