This is a place in the Himalayan mountains where there is a like with a batch of human skeleton.....thus the name skeleton lake. There was a royal pilgrimage that involved people walk on bare feet up a mountain but the queen was pregnant and ladies we all not what pregnancy does feet ache and back aches. According to the legend, the goddess saw the week being carried and with shoes and rained hail upon everyone cause them to to die. This place is now a world heritage site and people are not to go near the the bones in the first place by fear of jail.
As I see it am not different from that goddess; something beautiful but know to be touched my mortals with consequence.
Now I am a goddess or demi goddess no but I have the same Rath as the one in the skeleton lake story. Where I will make your life miserable if annoyed.
And that us why I wrote the damnedest email to the world's worst person......Bryan Paul Varner.
I told him in anger that I was moving on and that we couldn't even be friends. When I can't even be friends with you you know you're in deepshit. Enough said. As I can forgive my bullies but know this fuck head, he is had made an enemy.
For one I had lost massive amounts of weight because of him, got behind on my reading and writing. Sounds like school but that is what I do read and write. Mess with that you lose thing
Just the behind in my writing and in loss massive amounts of weight were grounds for him, to level my eyes. That email was to officially put a block on him fit the rest of eternity. Something used to like the word eternity. Well he will have that to burn in hell for. Eternity.... with his abusive ways.
But when I broke up on my birthday I decided to change my hair style to a mohawk and then just today I turned it into a calico mohawk. This took me three wmhours to do from 3 pm to 6 pm. It was I way of getting him out of my hair and my first loving act to myself.
When I get to my 50 for Amazon I slicing the 50$ to get on wish a engagement and wedding right for me. Just to day that I am only making a commitment to me and only me for sure this time.
This is what I want and have to do for myself.
I remember my dreams that my family and ancestors were trying to get me the fuck out of dodge. I think that was me being saved from taboo relationships with other shit heads. Do I care about other people yes as friends that's it. Nothing more nothing less. It's time that I think for my self and start practicing autosexuality again....... for my own sake.
When I get into a relationship it is like a demonic possession to me where I get so involved with the shit head and nothing else. Not art, writing, music. And I'd donthe top three I have to lie and I am a shit lair. This book is like my exorcism if you would. Something I need to write.
Is autoromantic or autosexual have be NSFW. No. I am showing the emotionally freing part of it that will do wonders for someone I'm who is chewed up and spat out. And let me tell you I am not a chew toy for a dog to chew on and be rough with.
This relationship with other people is total brain washing to me. Your soul mate can just be you.
And this brain washing is caused by the media that you should only be with another man or woman. When really thinking about you is another viable option and an easier way.
Like the goddess from skeleton lake I want to rain death on anyone who cannot think twice about them self but instead destroy themselves searching or being in a fucked up relationships. "They are alot of work" ........ more Luke they cause PTSD. "Normal romance can only seen in a good way through a book; a piece of fiction that don't Mean shit.
I find that romance novels are healthy way to be an out let for writer and reader that's why I write romances. But I also want to write autosexual romance that will be enchanting but erotic at the same time.
Oh how think there there should be more autoromantic love story or autosexual romances. A love story between a person and themselves.
Think about it If you wish if you are out autosexual a romance genre for you and people like us
Oh today I noted another Canadian who is autosexual. And here I am think I wslas the only Canadian autosexual.
FYI: autosexual is the attraction to one's self.... it had nothing to do with sex with cars. Yuck
YOU ARE READING
Confessions of a autosexual ✔️
Non-Fictionafter bad relationship I decided ( had no choice but to question and reevaluate my life. After coming and being in a relationship with a serial killer type person for my own safety i choice fly solo. I am also wired to be autosexual/autosexual...
