a forgotten past

broken pt 1.

after realization set in i look into what's happened, the queen came to talk to me i seem to hear yelling from the ball room they look to still trying to detain the man, i didn't know what to do i looked to see if Nate was still around but he was pulled into helping hold the man down. I had to come up with a way out of here away from the man, away from everyone silva was the only one that knew i was the numbing assassin in the village, I set myself straight into having to find the man that tried to poison me well, tried to kill me he's got to be in some disguise, if i can find it on him i might be able to heal Alfred, but i don't believe im welcome here anymore even with max's pleads or silva's support they'll surly have me killed i saw it in Nates eyes he wanted me dead. i set off towards my room making sure no one saw me, i did however catch silva in front of me walking towards our room i pull her in with me, I glazed towards her whispered to her as silently as i could "im leaving again, to find someone i believe you know who, but im going to write down instructions for you I'll be back in 2 days and here's something else for the queen directly" she almost gasps "what do you mean? to give to the queen?! y/n Nate and max they want you here what if you get hurt or-" before she could finish i start to write down the notes and whisper to her "here i believe you need this more and if max or Nate asks send them to the queen she won't do anything really just try to hide the fact im gone and Nate or max might come for me plus i doubt nate would want me here right now...you saw his eyes..." as im taking out the necklace Nate and max gave me putting it in her hand. she looks like she going to cry, she shakes her head and hugs me tightly "be safe, or i swear we'll find a way to bring you back so i can attack you myself!" i laugh but sigh, because of the fact im unable to kill the son of a bitch that did this, thinking back to the man i saw mumbling "he said he was dead but living and the dead can't interact unless they use magic" thinking while looking through my closet i heard a distant knock on the door "y/n, are you in there?" it's max oh god he must be so worried but i tried to stay quiet till i heard the door open and slip to where he couldn't see me but, sadly he heard me and came and pulled me out then hugging me tightly while brushing my hair "i knew you were special, the queen said you were poisoned" while he's looking over me he got way to close lips almost touching, getting a little nervous i whispered "hey uh, if your trying to get dirty take me to dinner you know?" then he looks up embarrassed red face i noticed he went over my arm that was cut i winced then he looked down "what happened" i pulled him into a hug and whispered "im fine the man down there got to close with the knife is all, and i need you to be safe max." he chuckled but i put my hand on his face with a look of concern then a knock on the door interrupt's "hey max the queen wants us down there to talk about what happened i guess?"  then he see's my hand and looks almost angry then just has a blank expression on his face "max i need you to hand this to silva once you see her" i hand him a blank piece of paper with the key in it but he didn't notice so him and Nate get ready to go grabbing there weapon's.

then Nate stops at the door silently stepping in, then his face goes to a frown so does mine i say in a harsh tone not meaning to before he had the chance to say anything "your queen wants you, i need to go to sleep please leave and tell martin i will see him soon thank you." he looked mad then wanting to say something he just left slamming my door, i take the opportunity to use my backup metal gear using a mask so no one knows who i am. before i leave i had an idea i use the dagger that glows yellow i cut my finger and let my blood wrap around the blade i can feel my eyes glowing and my body feels fast like i could beat anyone i go to slam the window open but before i left i felt i should of told max he was so sad but he'll understand. i crawl out the window i see the queen out of the corner of my eye she saw me but she said nothing, all i see her do is switch a flip the ground it's safe, i give her a smile and leave. i walk to where i saw the black gate, not taking a horse i feel faster that way plus untraceable, then i look towards the tree's they are a blur im moving to fast, then that's when i see it the fading of a black gate this time i see a sign on the ground with a dead tree on the head of it, i look up ready to push the gate, then feeling my arm wince in pain i happen to see my arm glow almost completely sewing it up just leaving a mark like a scar i didn't summon it my body just knew, then when i go to open the door i can feel my eyes my body all of it felt empty, like it was just wrong the world around me changed it was all black and grey nothing but the smell of the dead and blood like i shouldn't be here, then i was greeted with a knife right next to my face. i look around for it i don't see a face just surrounding fog it's filling up my lungs i can't breath. "who told you to enter th-" the voice, THIS voice where i know the vaper might be making me hallucinate, but i can't see i can't breath then the smoke leaves me "who's there, i can and will hurt you if the question is not answered in 3 second, and that voice whatever monster you are, use that voice again and i'll find a way to kill you!"