I feel so weak and tired, I'm so indifferent from everything I feel numb all the time but something within me is tired and I don't know why. Do I need to eat more? Is it depression? I feel like absolute shit. Nothing brings me joy, nothing gives me excitement. Every time I do something, it just exhausts me. I don't know, I really might be just depressed again and have no interest. It's hitting me so hard these days and I don't want it. I think I'm just burnt out. My body is seeking for help and screaming for me to just slow the fuck down and let me rest, and not do anything drastic. I guess I will listen to it now, it's mentally numbing to not know what this body wants, I just want to feel okay, and I'm not feeling okay right now.
