The Calm (Of mice & men)

Repeating Apologies

Tristan's pov:

*2 months later*

I woke up with a pounding headache, knowing what was coming next. got up and ran to the toilet letting all of last night come out of my throat. ew. After cleaning up a little, it all of the sudden hit me. Austin came back from tour and left last night again because they had a few more festivals, I was upset. Drank again, with Hayden, and I-I slept with him. I started crying, I had to tell him now. But of course Hayden walked in interrupting my dilemma. "Hey." he whispered, "I have to tell him Hayden. I love him." I started crying more. "Hey Hey don't cry please, I understand that you need to tell him, Okay? We just can't let this happen again." he said sympathetically. " I know, can you give me a minute?" he nodded and walked out.

*Phone conversation*

"Good morning sunshine" Austin sang into the phone.

I'm throwing something wonderful away aren't I? I thought to myself.

"He-Hey. Austin, when are you coming home." I said trying to hold my emotions back.

"I'll be back in a few hours actually, the two festivals got cancelled because of the weather, is everything okay baby, you sound upset?" He replied

"yeah Aus im fine but there is something I need to talk to you about, but we should talk in person."

"oh, okay. Well 'll see you in a little while baby. I love you Tristan."

"I love you too." I hung up and put my things together.

*end of convo*

"did you tell him?" he asked demandingly

"first, don't act like you're superior to me. second no I didn't tell him" I said

"shit, sorry. But that's good. so are you just going to leave him, and be with me?" he asked almost happy I didn't tell Austin

"Hayden what the fuck is wrong with you?! I'm not leaving Austin, I love him and i'm actually telling him in person. He will be here in a few hours. don't ever think I would leave him and run to you." I said getting angrier by the second.

I walked out of his apartment pissed off, I got into my car and sped to Melissa and my apartment. I slammed the door and went to my bedroom not caring if Melissa heard or not. I started crying hysterically, and I heard Melissa run into my room. After getting her to calm me down I finally told her what happened and she told me it would all be okay. I don't believe it.

Austin's pov:

After Tristans phone call, I was very anxious and scared. was she going to break up with me? Is she pregnant? I mean there are thousands of things that could be happening right now. fuck.

I arrived at Tristan's apartment after our delay in Seattle. "Babe?" I questioned, she walked out in a long sleeve sweater and shorts..damn she's beautiful. "Hey aus." She said sounding empty and upset. "Sit." Tristan ordered and I obeyed.

"Austin. I'm going to be honest with you. Just listen to what I have to say. The night of the crown the empire concert, well afterwards Melissa and I went to Taco Bell and we met cte there, we sat and talked with them for an hour and then Hayden asked for my number. I gave it to him but I only thought he wanted to chill and hang out as friends. While you were on tour we got to know each other more and- and I guess last night we had a few drinks and things th-they got out of hand." I couldn't believe what I was hearing she sounded like she feels so guilty about it. "God this is hard. Austin we slept together." She started crying and at this point I was too.

I got up and did the only thing I ever did to get away from my problems. I walked away. It wasn't the best thing to do but I did it anyways, I'm not leaving her I just need time away for a while. "Austin!!" Tristan cried "I'm sorry I didn't know what we were getting ourselves into I love you Austin." I ignored her attempts and just ran to my car and drove to my safe place. The beach. Tristan would probably know where I was going but he wouldn't come for a few hours hopefully. I can't believe what she did. I love her so much and I want to be with her because she makes me happy and I can't live without her, I understand why she did well for one she was drunk but also I know what it feels like to miss someone so bad you want another person to fill the missing space until that someone comes back.

A/N HEY ILY. How are you guys? Hopefully good. Whale here's my update. I hope you guys enjoy and I'm so sorry I haven't updated in forever 😫. Lots of love guys ❤️🌻