WHAT HAPPENS NOW?

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Jenna POV

The TV interview wasn't bad. Except the part I loathed. They really didn't need to pull up the picture, it surprised and embarrassed me at the same time. Not that i'm embarrassed of y/n but I was just embarrassed that they did that. I didn't want to twist the story, and I didn't want to come out, so I gave them nothing. I purposely made myself late leaving for it though because I really didn't want to stop for the fans, again, not that I don't love them but with everything surrounding me right now I just want to put my headphones on and be in my own space.
"yo Jenna, you ready to go?" Percy came in the green room and asked me. I had been in here since the interview was over, every one else went and got catering to eat dinner but I wasn't hungry. It was now 7:30 and I was more than ready to get back to the hotel. "I'm proud of you Jenna" Jenny said to me as we walked to the car. "thanks" was all I replied to her. "I shouldn't have pressured you with what I did. it was more of a warning, I knew you would figure it out"
"I can always handle my own, but thanks for looking out for me" I said as we got in the car. "it's my job" she replies.
done with the conversation I put on my headphones and stared out the window on the drive back.

20 minutes later we arrive at the hotel. I hesitated getting out but prepared myself for it. "JENNA! JENNA" flashing lights and people screaming at me was presented as I made my way into the hotel. All i could manage to do was wave. "JENNA ARE YOU GAY?" "JENNA WHY DON'T YOU STOP FOR YOUR FANS? WE'VE BEEN WAITING ALL DAY"
truth is I don't owe any body shit. it's not my fault they have waited all day, they just came at a bad time. If they were true fans, they would understand why i'm not stopping right now, and respect that. I don't want to interact with that right now. especially not when there's paparazzi there and they're screaming at me.
"hey" I feel a tap on my shoulder as I made my way to the elevators. it was Emma "we're all going to go out for drinks for our final night here, are you going to come?" she smiles politely "I think i'll pass, I feel exhausted, I need to pack and today has just been super stressful for me" I reply to her honestly
"we can have special drinks on the plane then, just us" she nudged me playfully and went to meet up with the rest of them. I pushed the up button and patiently waited for the elevator. I could still see the flashes through the window, when will they give up? The elevator approached and I made my way to my room. As I stood outside to get my key out of my bag I could hear faint music and a strong floral scent coming from the other side of the door. Succeeding I brought the key to the handle and swiped it to enter the room. what I laid eyes on next, made my heart burst.

I see y/n standing at the end of the bed in a hotel robe. There are candles everywhere and red rose petals along the floor, into the bathroom and the room itself. "what is this?" I approach slowly, but comfortably. she greets me with a smile. "I know today was stressful for you, so I wanted you to come back to something relaxing" i put my bag down and walk over to her wrapping my arms around her neck, her hands instantly on my waist. a tear slid down my face as we looked each other in the eyes, i'm feeling overwhelmed with all of this but thankful. "you didn't have to do all this" I rest my head on her chest and her right arm moves to my head "I didn't have too, but I wanted too" I peel myself back to look her in the eyes once again and give her a kiss. "thank you" I said gratefully
"of course.. you look absolutely beautiful" she said to me and took the headphones off from around my neck. "the bath is hot and full of bubbles if you want to join me" oh so romantic, I wanted to bawl. "i'd love nothing more" I smile at her and bring my arms down so I could intertwine our fingers
"well let's go then" she giggles and lead the way to the bathroom.

There was red roses on the sink and soft 50's music playing in the background. if this is a dream.. don't wake me up.
I shut the bathroom door behind me as we got in. "here let me" she pushes my hair to the side and unzips my dress. my chest rises and falls quicker than usual and my breathing quickens. her touch euphoric as ever, it gave me chills in the best way. "you look so gorgeous tonight, and i'm so proud of you" she whispers in my ear and she slid the black gown off my body. even when it fell to the floor her hands still continued to roam my body "you deserve something special for the day you've had" she kisses my neck and I turn around to face her, untying her robe as I do so "you're so thoughtful" I meet her gaze almost in submission. we stripped the rest of our clothes off and got in the tub. y/n got in first and sat at the edge, so I sat in between her legs. her arms immediately wrapping around me as I sunk back into her. "I dont ever want this to end" she whispers, kissing down my neck once again "you read my mind" I say leaning my head back into her shoulder "have I told you how beautiful you are?" she questions, as her fingers dance over my torso up to my boobs caressing them. I feel in absolute bliss right now and my body starts to heat up. "yes but I never want to stop hearing it when it comes from you" I reply and close my eyes. 10 minutes go by and I am feeling way to hot to be in here anymore. "I think i'm ready to get out or my body is going to overheat" she laughs and agrees. I get towels for the both of us and we wrap ourselves in them. I never want this feeling to end. safety, comfort, anxiety free, someone who sees the real me. Like I said last night, no one has ever made me feel like this except y/n. And this is all new to me but I don't want to be scared of it.

I walk out to the bedroom and she follows, dropping my towel feeling comfortable enough, I get my clothes to change into. y/n approaches me from behind and i turn to face her "what are you? what's up?" I took a step back and she drops her towel stepping towards me, I took another step back and was met with the bed at my knees "I don't think you'll be needing those tonight" she steps forward and throws my clothes on the floor. suggestively I raise an eyebrow "oh no? why's that?" I question "because.. we're already wearing our pyjamas" chills. always.. chills. she picks me up and I squeal but wrap my legs around her as a reaction. the contact of our bare skin on each other felt so sexy. y/n carry's me over to the desk just like the first night in her room. her lips on mine have me wanting more with every second. "mm wait" she pulls back.
Did i do something wrong? I explore her eyes with concern. "what's wrong?" I question.

y/n helps me off the desk and get us both robes to put on. "nothing, could we sit for a while?" I wasn't appreciative of how blunt she answered however I tied the robe over my body and sat down on the bed with her.
I took her hand for reassurance, to let her know she had my full attention.
"come here" she pulls me in close and we lay in each others arms.
"before we know it, you'll be gone. and I dont want to have gone through all this without knowing what the future will be like. and I dont want to have sex with you just because we know that you leave tomorrow."
"but I want too, i'm ready" I mean that with everything in me. my feelings for this girl are crazy. I knew we had a connection from that first day.
"i'm not saying I don't want too Jenna" oh.. she's serious, but I continue to listen
"but I don't just want to have sex with you.. I want to make love to you, I want to be yours, and that's not something we can do if we're apart." my heart exploded. she said make love.
"we don't know when we're going to see each other again and it's not fair to either of us if we do this just because." she took a deep breath and looked at me as if she was waiting for a reply.
"I understand that. I have a crazy life and it's going to be hard to ever keep someone around." I said to her
"I got a job offer today.." y/n says in almost a whisper
"congratulations! that's amazing!" I squeeze her tightly
"they want me to be a global ambassador and i'm able to take more creative control over my interviews. i'll be based in locations for periods at a time so maybe if our schedules line up or we are in the same place at the same time, we could see each other. but  you deserve someone who's going to be there for you a lot of the time" i felt a tear drip off her face and look up to her to wipe it away
"I know that you're going to be there for me when I need you. even if we aren't physically together all the time, we have a way to keep in contact, and that means more to me than having nothing" I said sincerely
"I really like you, but I don't want to rush into this." I could tell she said that with all her heart.
"i feel so connected to you and I don't want to lose that, so let's take it slow and see what happens. what do you say?" I ask her as I caressed her cheek.
"i'd like that" she leant down to kiss my forehead.

Not much was said for a few hours, we just cuddled together but I didn't have any complaints about that. it felt really good to relax. However, it was now midnight and I still had to pack my suitcase.
"do you want to help me pack? i hate doing it" I ask y/n. she laughs. "of course, let's do it"
I put my Spotify playlist on and we got to work folding all my clothes to pack my suitcase. "you'd think I would be an expert at this by now" she laughs in response "i've been on a few trips so you're lucky i'm here to help" she pulls out my black dress from the premier, holds it up to her body and begins to dance around all I could do was laugh "you're so tiny!" she exclaimed and then laughed. "I love my height thank you very much" I giggle "I love it too, cuz I can do this" she walks over to me, putting the dress on the bed and picks me up and spins me around. "and this" she lowers me so i'm now standing on the floor once again, then leans down to kiss me "and this" she picks me up bridal style and walks around the room. This playful side is what I enjoy most, it takes the serious away from my life and i'm glad I have someone to share that with... for now. "okay okay!" i giggle "put me down, we still have so much to do" not that I had any motivation or wanted to do it at all but, this is my reality. 30 minutes later and we're done packing.
"one final movie before we have to sleep?" she suggest
"Scott pilgrim vs the world!" I shout in excitement and she laughs. we both take our spaces on my bed and within a few seconds i'm glued to her chest like before. Nothing but the moon and lights from the city illuminating the room, this truly will be a trip, i'll never forget.


Author note:

not going to lie.. I am struggling with how I want this to end but i'm not giving up on the book. the past few days I just haven't been happy with my writing so i'm sorry if you don't enjoy it.

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