I Love You

Chapter 3

I woke up because the sun is full of sight of my room. My tears are fully dry now. I immediately got up, rubbing my eyes.

I heard a lot of noise coming from the kitchen, I'm expecting that my parents are finally here. I got up and jumped off my bed and went to the kitchen to eat lunch. I was about to sit down, when suddenly my mother smacked the paper at the top of the table. My soul was surprised by what she did, except my father. In a few years since I've been tired of my mom's voice I was able to cover my ears with my own hands.

It was full of satisfaction when I did that, and she finally said, "How long have you been hiding this from us?" She asked, she placed the piece of paper beside me. I literally have no idea what is she talking about, I looked at the paper she was referring to until I read FFI or called Fatal familial insomnia.What kind of sick is that by the way? I asked myself. All I know is that 'Insomnia' is hard to sleep but I don't understand the rest of it, I usually don't know.

"I-I don't know what you're talking about." I stuttered, shaking my head slowly to prove that I don't have these kinds of disease, and besides why would they care? If I really got sick, I wouldn't tell them either because I already know what will happen.

"Is it because you think we don't care about you? Is that what you think of us, Byul?"

Yes

"No, it's not that! I really don't have any type of disease!" I said, almost yelling at my mother. I started to wonder whose it was from, of course not me, not my mother, nor my father. Couldn't that be...

I picked up the paper, go to my room and start searching for what kind of FFI is. I opened my laptop, go to the website, and then my hand goes to my mouth. So, this is why he doesn't eat his food last night. This can be caused by lost of appetite, sleeping problems, muscle twitching and spasms, and even more. Does his friends know about this? Namjoon. Namjoon is his closest friend of Jin, I'm sure he knows about this. A lot.

I dialed his number, and I'm surprised he immediately picked up.

"Oh noona, what's up?"

I barely talk to him, so our conversation can be awkward.

"Hello?" He repeated.

"Ah yes! Yes, yes, yes, I'm sorry." I cleared my throat.

We had a little chat together before I tell him about Jin. Namjoon was a good person, I can't tell why.

"So, may I ask if why did you call me, noona? No offense."

"Oh um..."

I let out a deep breath before I spoke because I don't know if he knows or not that Jin has an FFI.

"It's about your friend, Namjoon-ah." I said, calmly.

"Oh? Jin-hyung?"

When I heard his voice, he obviously didn't know about it. I lowered my head and started walking around my room.

"Y-yeah."

"What about him?"

This time, I should not be worried, I should be angry. Angry, because why would he keep that as a secret to me? Does he think that he can't live alone? I really want some answers, but I want answers from Namjoon first.

"Do you know that Jin has a FFI, right?" I asked.

"Noona..."

There's a pause for a moment before he speaks.

"Can we meet at the café? To explain everything?" He said.

"Sounds g-good." I almost choked.

The problem is, how do I get out of here? If I'm not allowed, I still have to get out of here. I grabbed my brown coat while thinking. I guess I'm just gonna sneak in and hopefully I don't get caught.