I Love You

Chapter 1

"Are you sure you don't want to go with us?" My mom asked while I playfully crushed the beans.

My mom and dad are going on vacation for their business, and I don't care about it. I always refuse to go with them when they are going on vacation.

"No, Mom. Besides, I'm an adult now, and I can do whatever I want in my life." I said.

I noticed my mother stopped eating her lunch, and as she stood up, she slapped me in front of my dad. And I know my dad didn't care about me. He always sees me abused by her. He just stared at us and continuously ate or whatever. At first, when I was a kid, my mom started to hit me with her own bare hands. Now, as an adult, I'm getting used to it.

I looked up at my mom, glaring.

"How dare you say things like that to your mother?!"

She yelled across my face, and her loud voice was echoing the whole house. I'm trying to cover my ears with my hands, but instead, they stay on my lap, fidgeting.

And then just that, the silence goes through our house.

"Get off my face. I don't want to see you again." My mom says coldly.

I stood up, looked at her up and down, and said, "I wish you didn't exist."

I walked into my room and passed out of my bed.
I suddenly felt my phone vibrating beside me. Someone's calling me, Jin is calling. I'm trying not to press the green button, but my finger just moved.

"Oh, why?"

"Hey!" He says cheerfully.

"What do you want?"

"I was wondering if you could come over tonight and make some of your hobbies? Like making music?"

"I would love that, but I'm sorry, I can't."

"Mmm, I know that voice."

There's a small smile appeared on my face. He knows me very well. I sighed after that, and I heard his voice again. He sounds very energetic, loud, and also annoying.

"Look outside."

My eyes got widened after he said that. No no no no no no. I get off of my bed, look outside the window, and I see him waving at me. He was next to our house, so yes, he was already here.

This bitch...

"What the fuck? Why are you here? My parents gonna caught you there!"

I'm still looking out my window, he looks so happy and proud that he got here.

"You don't want me to see me then."

"Please, go home."

"It's only 7 pm, girl."

He's lucky that they're going out on vacation but I don't want him here. I have no time to spend time with him not because of what happened earlier. I just don't.

I heard our main gate opening when my parent's car is about to leave. I quickly look outside if Jin is there and he is. I sign him to leave out there because I don't want him to catch up. He decided to hide, he makes sure they didn't see him. I heard him sigh through the phone and so am I.

"Jeez, that was close. Where are they going?"

"On vacation."

"Oh, so can I come now?"

"No."

When our call is still on the run, I lowered my head still thinking about what happened. I walked towards my mirror, I noticed that my face is red and my mother slap me. I started to touch it, gently. And suddenly feel tears in my eyes, thinking what if someone sees me crying? I quickly wipe the tears out wondering if Jin is still on the phone.

"Hello, yes."

"Open the door."

I hear his voice at the back of the door. Shit, how the fuck did he get in here? I thought to myself. He used my permission to come to my house, like always. But this is the first time to go by himself.

I faced the door, staring at it.

"Will you open the door or I will?" He says. He sounds so serious.

I have a moment to think if I was gonna open the huge door I own. Just then, my eyes got wide as the door open itself. I carefully step back, because I have to. "Jin, please go home." My voice starts cracking up, it was really obvious that I'm crying so I decided to place my right hand over my mouth. Circumstances are going on in my mind.

My body got froze in midair, I see the large feet about to enter my room. I wish I could stop him but it was too late.

He started to approach me when my hands starts shaking into nowhere. He grabbed my hand with his both and placed it into his chest. "Shh, I don't know what happened but everything's gonna be fine." He says, stroking my head. I start sobbing on his shoulder. I was not ready for this moment, I thought it would be bad if I cry in front of him but I was wrong. He gently pushes to look at me, and he looks down noticing my hand slowly stopping shaking. He was smiling about it. He pulls me into a hug again, rubbing my back.

He gave me time to cry, as far as I know, he will never get tired of it. He wants me to be okay and he knows he always is there for me.

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When things go back to normal again, he asks what happened. As we sat on my bed, he carefully lifted my face and kiss me on the lips. I smiled, and my eyes get watery again. He starts scolding me, I couldn't help but laugh about it.

Jin also knows that I'm crazy because I cry for no good reason at all. He was also scared.

After I tell him about what happened, he starts getting grumpy again. Here he goes, I thought to myself. I hate it when he acts that way but I know he wants me to laugh. So I laughed. Did he think that I always find it funny when he makes some cringe jokes? Yes, I am. Well, sometimes I do but mostly I don't.

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Hello everyone, I think this is the end of chapter 1 also English is not my first language so I expect that there is wrong grammar here, I hope you don't mind. I also made a playlist! If you have Spotify you can check it out! It's at the bottom of my profile! thank you for reading this! See you in the next chapter!

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