Wolfstar Oneshots

I love you and only you, Rem.

I write all of my writing in 3rd person just so yall don't get confused with the pov

3rd year:
'I'm fucked' Sirius thought. Sirius was sitting on the common room floor having a panic attack. He didn't realize it though. It was always Moony and Prongs who recognized them for him. The reason for this unidentified panic attack was that he had just realized that wanting to kiss your best friend for three years straight (no pun intended) was in fact gay. He always knew that he was a little different. No matter how many girls he kissed or dated, he never found it as enjoyable as the thought of dating a man, or more specifically the one and only Remus Lupin. 'My mother is going to kill me for being a queer,' He thought. He was so deep in thought that he hadn't realized that he had been crying. When the marauders walked back into the common room, Remus was the first to notice the ball of Sirius on the floor. "Oh my Merlin, Pads are you okay? Stupid question of course not, whats wrong?" By that point James and Peter had come over and sat next to him, crushing him in a hug. "Give him some space to breathe you blithering idiots!" Remus yelled. Sirius jumped when Remus raised his voice. "Oh my Merlin Pads I'm sorry I shouldn't have yelled" "I-It's okay" Sirius said in return. After a few moments of calming Sirius down to a normal breathing rate, James asked again, "So what's got you worked up into a bloody panic attack if you don't mind us asking?" Sirius' eyes went wide again and his face went bright red. "You promise not to hate me if I tell you?" Sirius asked, his breath shaky. Peter answered, "Nothing could ever make us hate you Sirius, unless you murdered one of us or something." They all let out a laugh as Sirius tensely whispered, "I'm gay." There were a few seconds of silence before the remaining three marauders sent Sirius into a bone crushing hug. "Why would we ever hate you for that Siri, we love you." Remus said after they let Sirius go. "Besides, I'm gay as well, so I guess we're like twins now." Sirius laughed. "I am so glad you lot are accepting of me. I love you too."

5th year:
The full moon was in two days. Remus hurt anywhere and everywhere, inside and out. You can guess why he was hurting on the outside, you know, because he is a werewolf and everything. You may not, however be able to guess why he was hurting on the inside. Or maybe you could, I don't know you. Allow me to set the stage. it was 2 days ago, so five days from the full. Remus was going to the library as per usual to check out some new books, study, and have some alone time from the marauders. Remus loved them, but they could be so loud sometimes. He was walking down to the library, hopefully to maybe see Lily or Regulus to talk. Lily was like his sister sometimes. He could always talk to her about his personal life, Sirius, Sirius, a little bit of Sirius, but mostly Sirius. she was always there to offer relationship advice, seeing that she was with Mary at the time. Regulus on the other hand, was there to shit talk, book talk, and sometimes just to talk. Remus and him had formed this bond when Sirius and Regulus rekindled their relationship last year. Remus and Regulus both were sad, loved books and chocolate, and have had to deal with drunk/high Sirius at least once. Their friendship was almost as strong as Sirius and James', although that might be going a little too far. Anyway, Remus hoped to see one of them there to talk to. he instead sat down, and saw Sirius. Now, on regular occasion, Remus would have either blushed and ran away, or let Sirius annoy him while writing an essay. Today though, he just stood and looked in horror to find him snogging a random 4th year ravenclaw, who, for the record, looked traumatized from this altercation. Remus had tears in his eyes as he walked away from whatever that was, and sadly sulked back up to the dorm. ' Like I ever had a chance' Remus thought. 'I'm just a monster who's life means nothing.' He spent the rest of the night crying. Back to the present. Remus and Sirius had been playing the "no talk me i angy" game for the last couple days. James had predicted something to be happening between those two, but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. Time skip. It was the day of the full moon. Regardless of the ignoring going on, Sirius accompanied the rest of the Marauders to the shrieking shack once more. Padfoot and Moony ran around the forest as usual until the daylight. When Remus transformed back, he was escorted to Madam Pomfrey immediately. Once again, regardless of whatever was happening, Sirius sat with Remus as he usually did. While Remus was still unconscious, Sirius was thinking. 'What have I done to hurt him? Why did he run away from the Ravenclaw and I when he saw us kissing? Does he like me or- oh. Oh.' Sirius got snapped out of his thought process as he heard shuffling from the boy beside him. "Morning sleepyhead." Sirius said as he smiled. "Oh shove off Pads." They both laughed. Then the awkward silence ensued again. 'It's now or never Sirius,' He thought to himself. "Remus, can I tell you something?" He said, his breath shaky and unsure. "Of course you can pads, you can tell me anything." Remus had his hopes up. Could this be the moment? "I, like you a lot Remus. It's okay if-" He got cut off by slightly chapped lips on his. Remus was kissing him. He kissed back softly. When they pulled away, far to quick for either of their liking, mind you, Remus asked Sirius two simple words. "Why me?" "Because, Remus." He answered. "You are the most handsome, smart, kind, sweet, sexy person I have ever met. I love you always, no matter what goes on, who you are, and what you feel about yourself. I mean, come on. You fold your damn socks Lupin. A monster wouldn't do that. I love you and only you Rem." Remus had started to cry because of this. "I love you too my star. Now get in bed with me" Remus said doing grabby hands. "Damn Lupin, not even a minute in and you already want a piece of this as-" " SIRIUS BLACK THERE ARE PEOPLE AROUND" Remus whisper yelled, blushing a bright red. Sirius laid down on top of him, laying his head down on Remus' chest, Remus playing with Sirius' hair. "Hey Siri?" "Yeah Moons?" "Will you be my boyfriend?" Remus asked. Sirius leaned up from his position and kissed Remus softly on the lips again. "Of course I will my moon." They skipped classes all day and just slept. McGonagall came in later to yell at Sirius for skipping all day, saw them cuddled under the white duvet together and left. "YOU OWE ME 5 GALLEONS ALBUS" She yelled into the Headmaster's office. "FUCK YOU." Dumbledore yelled back at her. "LANGUAGE ALBUS" It was a good week.

Holy balls man, that's 1243 words. This is the longest oneshot I have ever written and my hands hurt.
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