A JOURNEY OF LOVE

A Letter

Dear Diary,

Hi I met you when I was in 12th, then I didn't even write anything. so now I am going to write something that happened for my past 2 years. Enlots of things happened in these years both happiness and sorrow . In these years what I hate the most is and cry for it is my grandma's death. it is worst thing I have ever happened in my life.

Its November 23th , a day starts with a smile on grandma when she saw me got ready to go to college . its been 15th day she came to our house, I also smiled chuckled her cheek and said go and sleep grandma its been only 6.30am . grandma replied to me that don't worry my love , my sleep is gone and I don't want to sleep and I like spend my time with you guys . I replied okay grandma I will comeback home soon okay then lets have our talk for a while okay . Then I went to college spend my college day happly , met ling and talked with him about grandma . IT been lunch time I had been with my grandma and had my lunch I didn't even know its the last day I am with my grandma . we smiled eachother , had fun she celebrated my 18th birthday , I also cut my cake and my first cake piece I gave it to her only . after lunch we slept together, then the time came its evening I was waiting for my dinner to get ready and I was in a lots of hunger . suddenly grandma screamed that she couldn't able to breath and then we went to the hospital , doctor did checkups and to her to not to close her eyes but in last she saw me on last time when I was crying for her and closed her eyes and done. it made my whole family lonely and a lot of cry and hardest and darkest day in our life .

After a month when all was little bit better I started to go to the college and one day night with unfortunately , a fight had happen between me and ling . I didn't even think about it . At that night I was sleeping and ling messaged me to have a chat and I also in a good mood to talk to him . Then in chat :

ling: nana what are you doing ?

nana : I am about to sleep . what about you?

ling: I am going have a chat with you.

nana: mmm okay.

ling : can you taste that ?

nana: what?

ling: try to understand

nana: really I can't understand

ling : you , damn it you really can't even answer me

nana: ling I am seriously can't understand

ling: stop it nana I was in a good mood and you just ruined it don't even come and meet me

nana: for such a small reason you are getting anger okay I won't talk to you

ling: you , If you where in front of me I will.....

then I and ling cut the phone and been with anger. That night didn't even release that both of us are not in a stable position. The next day i went to ling to talk about that fight . But ling refused to talk then i tried to talk with him when he also pointed some wrongs from me when he talked little harsh I started to cry and couldn't even hold on to that hurting words . at last ling said that we can broke up . but i said i won't do that and i know i did some wrong things without knowing myself and you also done some wrong things lets just be forgive ourselves and be together. when i said ling refused and talked some harsh words so then i cried so hard at that place and couldn't able to hold it back i said oaky you can leave i won't disturb you then run towards the restroom with eyes full of water. when i came back i saw ling waiting for me outside and told sorry i was anger yesterday , please don't cry.

When i heard that lines i started to cry so hard in ling's shoulder . Then he made me calm down and i explained about my situation that after grandma's death i and my mind is not constant then suddenly he kissed me in my lips and then told me i can understand baby . Then out fight ended.

And now i am in the college of 3rd year and for past 2 years i had a lots happiness i attended many participation and enjoyed with my friends. And now my 3rd year is also going to end and me and ling planning to get start saving money for marriage .