Shaddrack and I reconciled and we're back together just that this time he didn't love me like before. Now our relationship was only about sex . We used to have sex every week and there was nothing aside sex between us and I couldn't complain because I knew it was my fault .
We shouldn't have ever reconciled because this time around the relationship was toxic . We were either having sex or arguing. Once again I got tired and decided to search for love and there came Isaac who I very knew didn't love me but was still cool with him. We later broke up but that didn't hurt because our relationship was online. Though it did hurt when he broke up with me. I wasn't hurt because he broke up with me but because I actually began to like him and I have never been rejected by a boy and I found that hurtful. Our break up sent me to my old ways of having sex with different dudes but the messed up thing now was that I was in a relationship with Shaddrack so it made it more messed up.
With time Isaac introduced me to his friend Dave. I know you wondering how I still have his number. Yes I do have all the numbers of my exes and still chat with them from time to time.
Dave was the first boy I was mean to but little did I know he was the one. I didn't jump into a relationship with him immidiately because we had an upcoming exam for the university and I didn't have time to spare for an extra relationship. I kept Shaddrack by my side. Though it was toxic , I still loved it.
In my next chapter this chapter's title will be well explained.
Stay tuned and please keep the comments coming.
