After our final exam for high school. My phone got spoilt so I lost contact with Dave but had Isaac's number and Shaddrack's own. I don't try to reach back to David because I thought there was no compatibility. Dave was too innocent and I didn't like innocent boys so I was still with Shaddrack but still had sex with different people.
Months passed and one day I got a call from Isaac saying Dave was worried sick about me and like the person I was , I thought it was an avenue to flirt .
Dave and I kept in chat and we started speaking more often than I ever did with anyone. With time Dave confessed his feelings for me but I thought it was too good to be true but that didn't stop me so I still accepted his offer , knowing very well I was in a relationship and I didn't love him. I just wanted to have sex with him and dump him later but little did I know I'll fall in love with him.
When I started falling for him, I was still in denial because I didn't believe in love. So I decide to stay away from him for sometime and tried to take my mind off him by going to my addiction. But the more distance I stayed from him, the more I realized I was in love with him. So I finally told him with reall emotions that I love him but all along I was still in a relationship with Shaddrack. So now I was in a relationship with the two when I went to university. Shaddrack was the person I had sex with and Dave was my comforter. Being with the both of them was fun but with time I realized I wasn't being fair to any of them so decided to way my options on who treated me better. It landed me with Dave. I was still in touch with Shaddrack but just that this time we had nothing between us.
Dave was not about sex and didn't know how to express his emotions but because of my previous life I wanted sex from him . I did get what I wanted because I do have my ways. I finally began to have sex with him on a weekly basis but that still didn't fill the void . It just made me comfortable with the void. He kept me at peace. But he was still not enough for me with time. I didn't break up with him but we started having issues that's when it dawned on me that the void still existed.
.., to be continued. Please stay tuned
