Broken

Two

I grabbed my computer and walked past a lounging Steve on the couch. "Where are you going?" He asks sitting up keeping his eyes on me. I place the laptop down on the kitchen counter, "I need some air. Can I have that, sir? Some air?!" I said over it for the day. "What so I'm just suffocating you? Is that it?" He stands getting defensive. "YES! I'm suffocating cause you are wanting my every move like I'm your property. Not your girlfriend!" I shout. He never liked the title girlfriend; only used it when he wanted something. "Oh, I'm sorry.. You won't even give the decency to call me that." He just chuckles at the sentence. "You don't even know how much I do for you." He says with a smile inching his way closer. "You don't do anything for me, I take care of myself."
"You really believe that?!" He says walking closer to my face. "You truly believe that you would be where you are without me? Honey, I made you. I made your study, I made your career... Honey, I even make your nights half the time." He finishes while brushing my hair behind my ear. "I gave everything to be Captain America. I gave my life to you and the Project Rebirth." He says almost at a whisper, I turn away but he grabs my face to face him again but I couldn't control it. I closed my eyes to open them and I wasn't next to him anymore, I was next to the front door. Steve was shocked at the sight. I didn't want to use this ability ever. All I could think about when it happens is my imprisonment with Hydra. Steve looked at me with what seemed like anger and confusion. I just grabbed my keys and walked out the door.

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I wake up in pain and agony gasping for air. Drenched and my body feeling like it was on fire. I'm strapped into they machine they electrocute me with. I can't speak or hear well but I see the hydra scientist pulling out a blue glowing cube. Another scientist walks up to me and says something. I can barely make out his lips saying "you...be...vital...hurt" I try to struggle my way out until another shock making me stay still. I can't breathe..so many thoughts running through my head. Why me? Why take me from my home? How long have I been in their control. The scientist holding the cube places it into a hookup connecting to my heads part of the machine. I bite down hard on the mouth guard they've placed in my mouth. I see the hookup start to glow and I brace myself. It feels like a million needles that were on fire entering my skin. I let out a blood churning scream for my life. Electricity runs through my veins and I can't see. It felt like I was in this state for hours.
They finally shut it off and I slump back into the machine. I was so tired from the experiment. I slowly drift off as men unlatch me from the machine. I can't stand but I see another group of men lead in him. My mind was playing tricks. He was gone but I could see him right there. "Buc..."
I couldn't even finish my thought without falling into a deep sleep.

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I wake up chained to a furnace in a cell. All white walls, Not them..
I got scared and struggle for a moment. This can't be it. I'm fully conscious and have no recollection of what I did to be here. I lift my arms and shift my hands out of the chain right as a man walks in to my room. I go to reach for my gun but it's not there. Nothing is. I look back up as he looks down to me unimpressed. "Well if I knew you could do that, I would've rethought this approach." He says placing his arms on his waist. He was dark, with and black long coat and an eyepatch. I stand up to fight but notice his holster showing. "So are you gonna kill me?" I ask. "Yes, let me be the one to kill one of the woman who took part in SHIELDs development." He says in a sarcastic tone. "I don't know what that is.."
"You wouldn't cause you were the muse. The reason." I look down at my uniform they had me in. They would know I'm gone and come find me. "I don't know what sick game your playing, if you were just one of those kids who plays with their food before obliterating your plate, but if you're going to kill me, just do it." I wanted to scream please take me out of my misery. He just looked upset. I lean on the wall behind me and look down at my shoes, "If you don't they will-."
"Agent Jackson." He snaps making me look up. "Do you remember last night?" I shake my head. "They say the damn words and I blackout." I confess. "Well you were after some valuable information here. Seems you snapped out of it for a slight moment with me and asked for help..to then continue back in your previous state." He crosses his arms.
"Well.. I gotta say for a couple of years, technology really has taken off." I chuckle. "Howard Stark really impacted the world, huh?" I ask. He raised an eyebrow, "Agent, what year do you think it is?" He asks.
"I'm not sure, 50s? I was knocked out a lot where they had me.." His face dropped before relaxing his body a bit more.
"Agent, seems like you've been frozen off and on again for 70 years."