So this isn't necessarily a chapter, this is more of just an update on what is going on in my life as of now. I promise you this story will go on, and on, for a long while. This month has been very stressful, unfortunately, this whole year has been very stressful, painful, and un-eventful. Considering the time spent writing this story, the other time that goes into each day is dealing with my stomach. As of course, I have mentioned in the past chapters. My stomach, has been ungodly the utmost horrific thing a teenager should ever deal with. This has been going on for a violent 6 months. Yes, six entire months of everyday, every hour, EVERY MINUTE PAIN. I know there are definitely some people that think I am faking this, but if you take six months in my shoes of this pain, then you are making a huge mistake. I regret doing whatever I did wrong back in December, 2014. It is most likely karma coming to get me, Ha! No but really, it's been horrible and I cannot stress this enough. If I am ever stressed out, and have no reason to be stressed out, I am probably trying to handle the pain of my stomach. Now, I am going to discuss some other situations of what has been going on. I missed my Middle School Graduation, that was horrible and I feel remorse that I wasn't allowed to give a proper goodbye to all of my dearest friends. At least, I got to say goodbye to my teachers, staff, and administrators. The people you work with everyday for 180 days for 12 years, feels like family to me. That is why I appreciate my teachers and administrators. I have absolutely no idea what I am going to do these next 60 days, other than writing this story. I'm honestly kind of thrilled to be a Freshman (9th grade) next year, and that I will be able to meet new people. I really have been wanting to be social with new people, people I don't know, that I can get to be good friends with. I am although, very upset too see my old friends go, and that's a lot for me to handle without giving that proper goodbye. So it's very distressing to have this happen to me. I have missed out on so much because of my stomach problems, but all I can truly say is this; I appreciate EVERYONE that sticks by my side. Over the summer, considering I am already going to make new friends; I will also be ridding off some old fake friends too. I am sorry for all of this ranting >_< , but I also have not seen my counselor in two weeks so It has been a while since I have professionally talked about everything. Sorry for all of the reading, I will be sure to have another chapter out as soon as possible. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE PEOPLE THAT TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY READ THIS, BELIEVE ME, I APPRICIATE YOU SO MUCH!!!
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No FicciónThis is my memoir. It is based off the many factors that run my life. Perhaps, the things I go through daily, the environment around me, or even the things they do. This is everything. It's my life.
