Doomed to fail (batjokes love story)

Chapter 1

Jokers POV:

As I wonder to myself full of despair I know I'm too far gone now. I try to laugh but it's overshadowed by coughing. I'm locked in a cell with the floor almost as cold as the whole of Antarctica itself, it's not like I can avoid it either. Having a bed is only given to you if the guards can tolerate you and or like you. They clearly don't like me. It seems everyone here is actually receiving treatment but me? Beatings and torment. Far from treatment.

As I finally start to drift off two guards approach me, one holding a syringe the other pins me down but I don't give a fight, I'm too weak now from all of the beating and starvation. The 1st guard says "stay still this doesn't have to be painful!" I chuckled and said "as if I even have a choice!" The second one laughs at me and exclaimed "not so strong now are we!" When he says this I give him a cold glare. It distracted me from the pinch of the syringe, Until finally my vision goes blank.

I hate the fact they drug me to sleep, It just makes the 2nd guards an easy way to get his way with me. I know he's been doing 'stuff' by his daft remarks and the photographic evidence of it all, he shows me a new one every week... It send a chill down my spine but hey, I deserve it right I am The Joker after all...

!TRIGGER WARNING! SA + DEATH THREATS!
Do not continue if you are sensitive with these topics

A few days pass

I was planning my escape until the second guard come in, weird it's not even time to get that shot yet.. I could tell the time but the clock on the wall it was too far up on the wall for an inmate to reach though. I ask "what brings you here asshole?!" He replies with a lustful grin "I need some new pictures but I actually want to see your reaction this time..." He suddenly tackles me down I try to fight back but as I said before I'm too weak, I can't just let him do this. I start to sob and I try to scream but he covers my mouth, he tapes it shut. I feel him pull down my pants, This can't be happening. I close my eyes and try to think of something completely different.
Once he's finished with me he leaves and takes one last picture before leaving he threatens me saying "tell anyone about this and I'll slit your throat you got it?"

A\N
I was legit so sad writing this paragraph anyway I hope enjoyed the first chapter ! The next one will be about him escaping!