Alpha Alessandro

3. The Hot Tub Is My Only Friend Here

A/n: please vote & comment it really helps me out!

Viviana

My fight or flight kicked in for the first time tonight. During the dinner when Alessandro was eye-fucking me was just the beginning. After the dinner when he kissed my hand, ran fingers down my waist and squeezed, something ignited in me. Whether it came from the mate bond or the fact that I haven't had an orgasm in weeks, the feeling was so intense to an extent that I couldn't handle. So, I chose flight.

I ran.

I ran from my own mate like a scared little girl because I was afraid of what I was feeling. Afraid of falling so deep into the mate bond that I'd lose myself. But maybe I'm just being dramatic.

I need to stop thinking about this, I'll deal with it in the morning, or never. Either or.

I sat on the bed that I longed for during that entire dinner and massaged my feet. Maybe if I hadn't ran from him then he would be doing this for me right now. Stop thinking about it, V.

In all seriousness I really have to stop running in heels, I'm not Scarlett Johansson and I'm damn sure not a runner. The last place I'd run to is back to New York where I'm not intimidated by any 6'3 werewolves. That'd be nice.

I already know that when I try to leave it's going to be a royal fuck-fest. Literally. He's not going to let me go now that he knows I am here for him to claim. I was honestly surprised he wasn't here right now.

Perhaps he wanted me to chase after him? Like I'd ever do that.

Growing up I thought of Alessandro as an arrogant, spoiled party-pooper and well, he hasn't grown out of that so much over the years. I mean who in their right mind skips dessert? It's madness.

I'm thinking about him again. But I couldn't help it. He is attractive and he's all mine. If I accept him.

I gripped the clip that was propped up in my hair and took it out, letting my curly locks fall onto my shoulder. I sat up from my bed and opened the doors leading to the balcony. The cool breeze immediately came down on me, washing away whatever stress I had left. I closed my eyes and accepted it.

"Moon goddess, please give me a sign. Tell me what I should do, where I should go?" I whispered out into to dark sky. I opened my eyes and sighed. Of course I knew she wasn't just going to climb from out of the sky to give me an answer but I was just... hoping. For something.

I peered down below me and looked at the beautiful village that sat below me. My home was beautiful. The pack was beautiful.

These people deserve a Luna. Not some coward that would run away from her mate. I groaned and let go of the railing, hoping the wind would fling me off this balcony and end my troubles right now.

Scanning over the town once more my eyes landed on something. Excitement filled me.

Hot tub.

Here I was, wasting time thinking about Alessandro and Scarlett Johansson when I could have been lounging in the water. I made haste to flinging my suitcase open and grabbing the first swimming suit I found. It was a midnight black two piece that I adored.