4:00 AM
I HATE THAT I HAVE TO SACRIFICE FOR PEOPLE WHO TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME AND TO THOSE WHOM IGNORES MY EMOTIONAL NEEDS!
"But it's alright.. most of them suffered worse than you ever did.."
NO! IT IS NEVER ALRIGHT! I ALSO HAVE NEEDS
I AM ALSO A HUMAN BEING!!! if-
if only they give me a chance.. IF ONLY I NEVER HAD THIS MUCH RESPONSIBILITIES!
"Darling, It was your choice to say yes or no"
IT WAS! YET IT FELT LIKE I HAD NO CHOICE.
"why?"
Because.. I empathize with them.. Because I know that they need me.. They needed my help..
Who else would help them? who else would understand them? I know.. that they needed it
"you did great"
" jesus sacrificed himself for us humans to not just be forgiven.. rather, to learn."
But I am not jesus...
" You are not, however if you do keep anger within you.. against the people who do bad things.. against the world filled with other bad things.. it will not help you nor the others."
I know that.
" My dear, If you become the same as the others.. what ought to happen to people who are just like you? those who need help? those who need guidance? "
"Don't become like those who are filled with anger and selfishness because of their pain and needs.. instead help people to be on the right path.. spread kindness.. TEACH kindness.. be that light that they need. Be that person who is different, Accept that you are unique! because my dear.. it is a gift, Such a wonderful gift that may one day change the world.. That may One day help people to understand."
I understand.. I just can't help my emotions sometimes..
"it's alright, you know you are doing great and I love you.. and as much as I love you.. may you also love the others."
thank you..
-END-
And with that I was back to embrace myself. again.
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RandomSHE SEES, SHE FEELS, SHE THINKS, SHE FEARS BUT WITH A GOLDEN HEART, SHES HERE AND WILL HEAR. This book is a collection of my random thoughts every time I am having an anxiety attack ( it may help me stop bottling my emotions ). This is also an open...
