2:41 am
This has been in my head the whole day...
questioning if I am the problem..
well I designed my personality well to get along with the others so it's not my characteristics but rather.. my beauty?
if people saw other pretty girls.. they would be their top priority, there would be no waiting in the lines for them, No standing on a bus, Not much of the hard stuff.. (this is only based on how people treated me)
I find it unfair sometimes, Although some people said I am pretty.. some even said that we have our own beauty.. or maybe our beauty is our personality.. still I just don't see it ( I am not blaming the pretty girls, instead I blame those who only look through appearance)
I am neglected by most people just because... my "beauty" does not fit the standards and I've been called by names which never stopped circulating around my brain creating an ugly thought that kept destroying my confidence/self-esteem.
not that I wanted to fit in.. I just wanted to feel respected and accepted as I am human too.
I may not have the looks
or the body shape...
but I do have feelings
with every word everyone has dropped down on me, It made it hard to see my own beauty.
some would have probably said to ignore it, But I just can't.. why? because some people have to shove it on my face making sure that I know about it.
(mhen diz iz like a random diary of mine xD)
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RandomSHE SEES, SHE FEELS, SHE THINKS, SHE FEARS BUT WITH A GOLDEN HEART, SHES HERE AND WILL HEAR. This book is a collection of my random thoughts every time I am having an anxiety attack ( it may help me stop bottling my emotions ). This is also an open...
