(Clarity)
when I feel your presence
release me I screamed
the ground disappeared beneath me
As I fell so far and deeply
I hoped you'd catch me
although it felt relieving
but instead you loosened your grip
Somehow I thought I'd be worth saving
Even though my heart's concaving in bliss
Breathing is 10x harder
but losing it feels amazing
like a siren so sweet and steady
yet so dangerous and eerie
They say its scary but I'm pretty sure
Waters thief doesn't vary
regardless of its shore
reckless and destructive
Banging hands on doors
Boulders in my lungs conductive
Living is a chore tears melt down my oars
Day becomes night
Night becomes a bore
My hands reach for her
My brain attempts to ignore
Life becomes surviving
My eyes become sore
my heart is weak and still fighting
It's like suffocation but deaths not inviting
It feels like immortality like a curse of existence
My knees are shackled
My mind is a prison
Love is livid
Hate is submission
But somehow
Grief is never a decision
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why loving you is wrong
PoesiaHi everyone 👋🏾 I decided to rewrite my description mainly because I want it to mean something more than just me writing the stereotypical description for a book. (BTW IN THE PROCESS OF ADDING MUSIC) Why loving you is wrong is for everyone. Every...
