the words we spoke

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We say bad things to people that we love

out of fear

We say you're selfish and I hate you

But I'll always be here

We blame them for our issues

Our problems with acceptance

And always in the end we are sure

We'll regret it

We scream into pillows as a coping mechanism

As we know in the end we'll have the hard decision

Hate you

Love you

Loose you

Need you

Hide

We ignore all the things our heart feels inside

You cover yours with pride

Oh yes my sweet love

Butterfly kisses as they flutter down my spine

Was it worth it

Would you do it again

Would you start over if we could be friends

No feelings remembered

No memories

No regret

But something inside me knows

I'll never forget

Your eyes tell a story

That is stuck in my mind

Your face looks as if it's been loved

In and out

In and out

And in

And out

Of time like the rhyme maya made during her prime

But in those lines

Was a heart like mine

With no neverminds

In my affirmations of love

Can you hear my heart calling on to you

Like the echo in denial

My heart is on trial

And as I open the book

I start to look for words deep inside to confide in

But the sooner I realize a book can't fix me

As my inner thoughts kick me

And my heartbreak restricts me

Of ever understanding how I turned out this way

So what are you gonna say at my funeral

now that you've killed me

You'd say

my loves gone away

years ago I started to betray

and run astray

from her love everyday

When really she was what I needed

We say bad things to people that we love

Out of fear

Or maybe because our hearts intentions

just aren't so clear

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