I hate that I love you.

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hey, its been awhile but i'm back 😍

hope yall are still enjoying <33

reminder: anything in in italics is thoughts of who's pov it is in.

I will put when I switch pov's but if I don't then it is in y/n's pov

enjoy 🧚‍♀️

(not proof read)

TW: slight smut :)) , slight cussing

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Stumbling into the bedroom we are met in a lustful kiss once again, both of us trying to overpower the other, she won like always. She started to play with the hem of my shirt "Take it off" she mumbled in my ear before she pushed me onto the bed. I quickly obeyed her command as she straddled my hips. "You are going to be good for me and not make a sound, do you understand" she says "Yes, yes, I understand" I respond through breaths. And before I could get another word out I felt cold fingers run up my slit "So wet for me already baby" she says through a husky voice "y- yes" I struggle to say as I feel two fingers enter my soaking wet cunt "oh fuck" she quickly started to pick up her pace as she loved how fast I would crumble under her touch. "Ah, Fuck! Emily" I moan out.

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I sprang up out of bed, my breathing erratic as I frantically look around the room, next to me I see that JJ isn't there, its only emily. As I am just sitting on my side of the bed I start to get lost in my thoughts trying to put together what the fuck just happened. I am brought back to reality went I hear someones voice.

"Oh!, hey y/n, i'm sorry, did I wake you?" JJ says a little startled as she makes her way back into the bedroom.

"No you didn't, just a weird dream" I respond truthfully through breaths.

"Hmm, do you want to talk about it?" she asks me hoping I would say yes.

"Not right now, maybe some other time" I say with a tight lipped smile.

"Okay, no pressure, whenever you're ready" she says with a smile, heading towards the bathroom.

I heard JJ turn on the shower and that reminded me that I haven't showered yet so I get up from the bed and grab my go-bag to get my clothes for the day and things so I can take a shower when JJ gets out.

As soon as she comes out she is wearing a brown tank top that accentuates her body and is tucked into her jeans, I snap myself out of my trance when I remembered I need to shower.

Walking into the bathroom I place my things on the counter and hang my clothes on the shower racks hoping the steam will smooth out the wrinkles in my shirt, I turn the water on to the hottest it can go and wait a little bit before stepping in and letting the water ease my nerves.

Stepping out of the shower I put my hair into a clip before drying myself off, I look at my self in the mirror just admiring myself and thats when I hear Emily's alarm go off. I quickly brushed my teeth, got dressed and grabbed my makeup bag to get out before emily fully got up. But before I walked out of the bathroom I remembered my tattoos are visible since I am wearing a blue V neck t-shirt, I take a deep breath hoping they wouldn't notice before walking out towards my bag.

As I reach my side of the bed JJ walks back in the room from the kitchen area.

"Hey, I made some coff- woah y/n I didn't notice you had tattoos" JJ says "Oh yeah, I have just this butterfly on the back on my arm and one on my sternum then another going up my spine and a few others that aren't visible to the public" I say with a chuckle "I always wanted to get one, but i'm too scared" JJ tells me, thats when I catch emily staring at me as she makes her way to the bathroom like she was trying to see if she looked hard enough she would to see through my shirt, I just chose to ignored it. "In my opinion they didn't hurt as bad as people say but my spine thats a whole different story but its not my place to tell you, its everyones own personal experience" I say as I grab my bag making my way over to the mirror to continue getting ready. I did some light makeup and put my hair into two loose dutch braids and pulling pieces out to frame my face, by that time it was 8:00 am and emily was finished in the bathroom and came out dressed in a tight fitting white U neck half sleeved shirt tucked into her black pants, I caught myself staring at her thinking about the dream I had but looked away before she could notice.