Loraine never ceases to amaze me. It's as if every time we talk she drops a new bomb on me. Every time we talk she says something crazy. I am starting to get worried. I don't think she is okay. I feel sad for her. Why would she be worried about me being close with my brother? Why would she find fault in me being close to or hugging Wandile? This is my blood brother. Maybe if he was a stepbrother or cousin I would understand but this is my blood brother.
Is she that jealous and insecure? Indeed people in love can be stupid. At this point, I am not going to let her get to me. I am just going to accept that she is not well. That is the only explanation. She has a loose screw in her head. Like seriously, she thinks there is something more than me loving Wandile as a brother?
Why doesn't she ask Wandile? I would love to hear his response. I would love to hear what he thinks about this. Let's see if he will still love her the same when he hears that his girlfriend thinks of such rotten things. I feel like she is taking advantage of me being younger than her. She is taking advantage of me. If Tawana was around she wouldn't be doing all this craziness.
I decide not to dwell much in the Loraine saga. She is crazy. That's my conclusion - she is sick in the head. The only reason I am treating her nicely is because my brother loves her otherwise she is on my list.
I resume watching my movie. I haven't heard from Brian but I am not going to double-text him. When he is ready to talk to me, he will. Speak of the devil, he is calling.
Me: Hey baby!
Brian: My love! I just got home and I am very exhausted. It's as if I was covering for all the days I skipped work.
Me: I am sorry. Maybe they should hire more staff.
Brian: The problem is not the stuff. It is the clients. They want me.
Me: It shows that you are good at what you do.
Brian: I am sorry about today. I couldn't even have lunch with you or check on you. I still haven't opened my WhatsApp.
Me: It's okay.
Brian: You don't sound happy. What's going on?
Me: A lot happened today.
Brian: I am listening...
Me: Am I the only one? Are you seeing someone else?
Brian: You know you are the only one, Anesu. Did I give you a reason to doubt my love for you?
Me: You didn't... It's just...
Brian: Is it today? My love, I had a busy day. You know you are my number one priority.
Me: I was just asking. I love you a lot and I come with a lot of burdens so sometimes I get worried if you get fed up of me. I have a lot of dos and don'ts. Like how I made you pretend my birthday doesn't exist.
Brian: You told me you don't want to celebrate it and I respect your decision. Your birthday holds a painful memory and I understand. In my heart, I wished you a happy ninetieth birthday.
Me: You are so sweet and understanding and I am just me.
Brian: To me you are more than that. You are the love of my life and one day I am going to marry you Anesu. I promise.
Me: I will be waiting.
Brian: I love you and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I am not perfect but I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Brian: What are you doing?
Me: Watching Viking and I am so mad at Ragnar for sleeping with that princess. What about his wife? Will she find out?
