The Last Night

The Last Night ( 24 to 25th Feb)

I was travelling last night , wandering at T2 of Chatrapati Shivaji Terminus,security person said that I could not take louge since my flight is next morning 9:30 technically 11 hours of layover. It was too cold , AC i cant handle so my body was aching here there and I was sad since i left something i loved dearly , but then I was roaming passing smile to people here n there talking around , I tried sitting but cold sucked then i found a store of which i forgot the name here ac was low , there was a bcom guy as shopworker, I purchased a 3 ferrero rocher pack and shared one with him meanwhile since he was younger than me I gave him lectures on why he should enroll for higher degree, I talked for almost 30 mins then waved a bye and told him that I will come back again if I find no other place, then I went at spa shop and booked it , then again roaming I happened to smiled at a woman named Anuradha we were heading to same shop and then she asked me to share my table , I nodded to yes and then we talked ,became linkedIn friends. While she was talking ,she told me I appeared a happy person , I was just listening and eating on my vada pav , but when she said this ,I gave her a look (मैं सोचने लगी थी कि मैं तोपरेशान हूँ अभी पर हा बात तो अच्छे से ही कर रही हूँ शायद इसलिए happy बोल रही होगी) and continued eating but I liked her company , she had big eyes and bright skin with a bun on head giving her a mysteriously silent look and she told me she liked me and my company and wanted to stay in touch (In my brain I said a thankyou to her,she kinda told me मुझे हमेशा की तरह अब भी choose ही करना है ख़ुश रहना ) then she left after 30-40 mins. I still had to wait n was overall frustrated (cold,ac, dear thing left) but Anuradha insisted that i should sleep i will feel good, she even did sofa setting so i thought I will try once but it was too cold so i just ended up roaming again looking for something woolen to buy and ended up buying a legging (I just needed something to cover myself could not find anything relevant plus i did not want to spend) , I covered my head with that woollen legging and tried sleeping with head on desk , i tried lying on sofa too ,but my sister wanted to show me her wordpress design at 2am , then my alarms on that ac cold all started dancing around me giving me a headache , so not i needed something exclusive for my head , so i brought a white dupatta from biba at morning 5 am then i went to washroom and realised there was no ac , ghosh ! Then i got myself a shelf under baby tray and sat there folded myself in that rack keeping my head on wall i slept there for almost n hour(i wore the legging already because स्लैबठंडी थी) , my brain was halucinating I was feeling everyone would be watching me but then i told my brain थोड़ी देर में देखते हैं again I woke up , surrounding me were too many people and i realised i need to change place again ,I came out and found a seating near gate 43 ,hiding in white dupatta , I dont know how much time i was there , i just remember I read the gate display for my flight and just started looking for that gate around 6 , then i found the gate and sat on the chairs near it and slept there until i saw the full sunlight on me eyes coming through the glass walls . I heard two people talking(a female n a male) , without them asking I just interrupted out of reflex , मुझे बोलते ही लग गया they did not ask and one of them might shout on me but thankfully ऐसा नहीं हुआ , they genuinely needed help and felt good knowing that I was going to Jodhpur so they can rely, I kinda wanted to be happy , I was tired of being irritated so asked them to look at my bag while I went looking for chocolate , Suddenly that female came to me and asked to show her washroom and told me their whole story why they were travelling with so much urgency , I could not say or react anything( it was a sad story but i was running short of emotions because of my whole condition, it was like don't tell me please cant take anymore sadness , I will anyway help you ) ,Showed her washroom and then I went to buy chocolate, my brain was not working so i dont know where i was looking( I just remember being happy that i got baskin robin's cake slices ), I just fell and it was like i woke up then actually otherwiss i think was sleep walking . I went back ate those slices ,boarding started , sat nicely , tried sleeping but stupid brain was not sleeping so i took out the book to read but now i could not finish even 1 line , i was sleeping with every word , i slept for an hour again .

Then flight crew gave me sandwich , i ate and finished my story book. 20 mins before landing pilot told we were flying from over Udaipur and were about to reach Jodhpur .

I was tired and wanted to get home ASAP, so just waited , I reached at 11:01am , i took my luggage from belt no 1 .

While coming out i saw crowd rushing to a place, I asked security person what it is he told Govinda has come , but i was too tired to bother myself so much and anyway i had to pass the place where they were standing so i just walked there, police removed the crowd and by chance they crossed my path so i just saw and passed a smile , his wife was holding a bouquet and he was wearing a safa and there were 5-6 bodyguards and few cars then they went and i too took a auto home!