I wake up to Changbin shaking me "Whaaat" I say in a groggy voice. "Wanna do something today? I don't have work and what's on your neck?" he questions I jump up letting the events from last night flood back into my memory. "I uh...uhm tried straightening my hair last night" I lie as my cheeks tint with a faint pink. "whatever" he replies obviously not buying it so i quickly switch the subject.
"So...what are we doing today??" I say "Oh right I was gonna see if Minho, Chan and hyunjin wanted to go bowling tonight but I was gonna ask if you wanted to come as well because I didn't want Simone to be the only girl...you know she has chan separation problems" he says dropping the subject before hand. "sure" I say in a relieved voice thankful that he forgot the conversation prior to this one.
-Time skip to bowling-
As me and Changbin arrive I see Simone,Felix,Chan,Hyunjin,and Minho all sitting in a booth. I greet everyone and take a spot next to felix, He then embraces me "I missed you so much" he says practically yelling "all you have to do is answer our texts in the group chat and it wouldn't be like we see u once a year you dimwit" simone says stick out her tongue at him.
Chan then speaks up pardoning his girlfriends manners "well who wants to bowl?" and everyone except for me,Simone and Felix wanted to play. "ill sit this one out" I say getting ready to fill Simone and Felix in on the events that happened between me and Minho.
After I finished telling them about the drama there mouths hung wide open as well as there eyes. "my babys growing up" simone says. I sneer at her in response. felix was to flabbergasted to even speak
"i-" he starts. "THATS WHAT IM SAYING" i whisper yell as we are all huddled in a little circle.
"Its crazy to think that even happened" I say outloud "he didn't even greet me when i walked in...he totally ignored my whole presence" I say to the other two. They nod feeling how upset I was at the boys confusing actions. "I wish he would just be upfront with me yk so I didn't have to play his stupid sharades game" I say not really noticing I said it outloud. "awww baby" felix says giving me a sad smile and embracing me. "Don't let him do that to you, I think it time you guys sit down and have a real conversation." felix suggests
"I would" I say "but I dont even know how to even bring up the conversation." I say dissapointed. I look at the other two and they look deep in thought. I feel even worse for bringing my problems to them when we are out and supposed to be having a good time. "ugh fuck it" Simone finally says as she whispers in felixs ear. "That could work" he says outloud and I look at the two In confusion. "MINHOOOO" felix screams grabbing the boys attention. He then looks back at us and felix and simone gesture for him to come to the table.
"what are you guys doing?" I question "helping" they respond in unison. The summoned boy made his way to the table and looks around at us three in suspicion "yes?" he questions. "Mikayla wants to talk to you" they say at the same time before quickly getting up and walking towards the loud group of men. "what the actual fuck" I say to myself before acknowledging the boy infront of me.
"you asked for me?" lee know says staring into my eyes. "well i just wanted to talk about yesterday" i said getting quieter when as i said the word yesterday. "Do we really have to talk about this right now Mikayla" He says in an agitated voice startling me a bit. "Well if were not gonna talk about it now the WHEN minho?" I snap back fed up with his slick attitude.
"what is there to talk about?" he says raising his voice. "Oh I don't know? Maybe about how you keep blowing me off and then want my attention 5 seconds later.You act all sweet and hold my hand and call me these little pet names but then ignore me and pretend im not there. Its TIRING Minho im TIRED of playing your stupid games either you tell me whats up or you need to leave me alone. I can't take anymore of this mental hysteria. At this point you've seen how far im willing to go for you I sucked your dick in a fucking FAMILY RESTROOM for gods sake. Why can't you just be upright with me and tell me whats going on?". i say in a bitter tone not bothering to look at the boy. "I need to know how you feel about me" I say quietly in almost a whisper with tears brimming my eyes.
He looks at me and the angry expression on his face immediately dropped. He sat down beside me and pulled me close to him. He wiped my tears and kissed my head as he held me close to him. He didn't say anything which im kind of glad because after that outburst If i were him I wouldn't like me either. He sits there rubbing my back and caressing my arm trying to sooth me. And boy did it work..I hated that he had such a big affect on me and I hated that I could never tell what he was thinking in that cute little mind of his.
We stayed like this for a while, the others no where to be found and im sure that was apart of Felixs and Simones plan, those silly ass holes. The silence was broken when the silent boy finally decided to speak up.
"I don't know how I feel, but i truly do think i like you but im just not good with feelings and i think thats were the uncertainty comes in and im sorry if that isn't enough to console you. I'll stay away if thats what you want" He says in a quiet voice slowly starting to get up.
But that's the opposite of what I wanted I like it when he calls me pet names and holds my hand. I like the way he says my name and smiles at me like im the only person in the world. It took me a second but I gathered my thoughts I grabbed minhos hand looking up at him before quickly rushing to my feet. I walked closer to Minho and grabbed his shirt pulling him closer to my face and kissed him. and to my surprise he kissed back. "Stay" I said breaking the kiss and staring at him in his shining brown eyes. "I wont go anywhere if you don't want me to" He says in a soft voice holding on to me as if he never wanted to let go.
End chapter
A/n: where df my book at whore?
