I week had gone by and neither me nor Bin had heard from Minho. The is the second time he's completely gone ghost but this time it hurt a bit more. I did things throughout my week to stay productive and keep my mind off of lee know. Bin even decided today we were going to have a "siblings day" as he called it.
Changbin finally walked out of the bathroom "you ready?" he asks patting his wet hair with a towel. "I've been waiting on you this whole time binnie" i say glaring at the boy. "okay okay let me just grab my wallet and we can go" I nod and shortly after we arrived at a cafe.
-time skip to cafe-
We enter and my nose fills with delicious scents such as coffee and chocolate pastries. I tell Changbin my order so he can order for me he orders but as soon as he turns back around towards me his face changes. His are wide and the smile he wore before was gone. "whats wrong?" I asked confused at the sudden switch in emotion. he doesn't respond so i follow his vision to see what he was looking at. As soon as I was turning around he pulled me into his chest hugging me.
"its nothing" he says not letting me go. "your whole persona changed it obviously something" I say as i pull away from him and turn around. My face got red and my ears a burning bright pink, I see Minho sitting in a window seat with seungwha laughing and going about there day. "mikayl-" bin starts before seeing my sad expression and losing words to console me. "are you okay?" changbin asks in a worried tone. "why wouldn't i be?" i say sucking back the tears forming in my eyes and flashing him a fake smile.
"Should I say something to them?" changbin asks obviously getting worked up. "no don't I don't want to cause any problems" i say softly. "This isn't YOUR fault mikayla hes been ignoring you and me for nearly a week. We both deserve some type of explanation dont you think?" Changbin said in a aggressive tone. Ive never seen him get so worked up before but it was obvious no matter what I said nothing would stop him from confronting minho.
Changbin walks towards minhos table with an angry expression "Bin please don't" I say practically begging, but he just kept walking until he was standing infront of there table. "Minho what the fuck?" I heard him say and Minho immediately responds "oh hey Bin i've been meaning to get back to you but ive been so busy" minho says "yeah right" I mumble under my breath and apparently Minho heard because he stood up finally being able to see me in his line of sight.
"oh Mikaylas here too.." he says in a quiet voice I walk up to the table and bow towards seungwha and minho trying to keep things at ease. "so...you were just gonna never speak to us again and hang out with this whore?" Changbin questions and i slap my hand over my mouth "CHANGBIN!" i yell trying to alert the boy of his bad mouth. Minho just looks down not responding as well as seunghwa. "So you're not gonna answer me??!?" Changbin says raising his voice making eyes turn towards us.
"Bin we should go" I say whispering trying not to draw more attention. "Can I talk to you outside Mikayla" Lee know finally speaks up "so NOW you wanna talk??!? whatever you have to say to her say it right now infront of me" Changbin says "bin its fine i want to hear what he has to say" i interject as I walk towards the door with Minho following behind me, leaving seungwha alone at the table with a bitter expression . "you have 5 minutes ill be waiting in the car" Changbin says pushing past minho while bumping shoulders with him.
"well hes mad" minho chuckles I didnt see what was so funny about the situation. "im mad to lee know" i say in a stern voice and Minho goes quiet. "are we gonna talk or just stand here Changbin is waiting for me" I say turning to walk away until i feel minhos hand on my wrist. "Wait. Im sorry im really sorry and I know i keep fucking up but-" he starts "this is about more then just fucking up lee know you haven't been responding to me and here i see you hanging out with seungwha. If you didn't like me then you should have told me before I got attached to you" I say holding back tears.
"but I do like you Mikayla" He says pulling me in and wrapping his arms around me. I kept my arms to my side not hugging him back. "then why don't you act like it" I say in almost a whisper. Seungwha comes out the door and stares at Minho hugging me and he quickly lets go. "it's me or her Minho. You cant do this to us and make us both feel like options" i say quietly wiping my swollen eyes. "your not seriously gonna make me pick?" he scoffs "then i guess were done here" I say as I hear Changbin beep his horn signaling me to come on.
"Mikayla wait please" I hear minho say sounding like he was about to break down, but I continued walking to the car. I wanted nothing more to embrace him and tell him not to cry and tell him How bad I wanted him to choose me over her, but one thing I had that she didn't was dignity. I was not going to let minho treat me like some pawn. Either he likes me or he doesn't and I shouldn't have to wait around for a response and I shouldn't be treated like an option. My feeling for Minho were clear but until he could tell me that, I knew i needed to keep my distance. I entered the car and turned towards the window resting my head upon it. I felt so pathetic "her or me" I mocked myself making me laugh. "lets just go home bin" i say looking at him. "you sure?" he asked "yes"
A/n: yikes
