I was laying in bed still because I couldn't sleep due to my racing mind. Simone rushed into my room "whats wrong?" she say slamming my door open as she walked towards my limp body still laying down in my bed. "nothing I'm fine" I say trying to clear the air because frankly i did not feel like talking to anyone. "i call bs..you're saying your not hungry after i just cooked that big meal. Minhos here and you left to "sleep" tell me whats wrong" she says not buying my excuses.
"I don't even know whats wrong myself" I say as a hot tear falls down my cheek. Simone rushes over immediately comforting me. She didn't ask anymore questions so I assumed she took the hint. After minutes of hugging me I knew her curiosity finally got a hold of her "was it minho?" speaking up quietly. I nod trying to control my emotions because I knew Simone wasn't a fan of tears and other as she says "mushy stuff." "im so confused" i say looking up at her. "about what?" she says not understanding. "about how minho feels about me. He does all these cute thing for me. He kisses me and hugs me but then he does things that leave me confused...like hanging out with his ex" i said still a little shaken up.
"boys suck anyways" she says trying to reassure me that everything will be okay. "what about chan?" I say eagerly. "I said boys not men you dipshit" she says pushing me off her. "what should i do?" i ask desperately hoping she has some sort of answer. "no clue...i would say talk to him but I know your not good at confrontation" she says shrugging. I groan upset about the situation. "I can ask Chris if he knows anything about lee knows whereabouts" She says interrupting my racing mind. "PLEASE" I say practically begging. "No talk to lee know yourself face ur fears" she says getting off my bed inching closer to my door. "but you sai-" i start before being cut off "I said I can ask I never said I would" she says running out my room.
"Fighting" I hear as she runs down the hall back towards the kitchen. "one day im going to jump that girl" I say to myself. I hear footsteps approaching and a light knock on my door. "come in" i say hoping simone didn't say stuff to the others. To my surprise minho walks in "simone said you wanted to talk to me about something whats up?" he says in a nonchalant tone. "THAT GIRL I SWEAR TO GOD" i screamed internally. "oh its just- I.. well-" i start but couldn't seem to find the right words.
end chapter A/n booty coody
A/n : jk "Is everything okay?" he asks "yes everythings fine" i say giving him a fake smile. "no everythings not fine" i wanted to shout out as he left my room but i didn't. I had a bad habit of not being able to speak up for myself. I constantly held my tongue and acted like things were okay even if they weren't. Its the best and worst thing about me. I decided to get out if the house because sulking all day would do absolutely nothing.
time skip to mall I entered the mall immediately going to barnes & nobles to find a new manga to read. I was reading the back cover of one and walking towards a bench to sit down on. I suddenly ran into someone falling down as the book fell out of my hand. "ouch" i said "OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY?" "IM SO SORRY" i heard a voice say. I look up and see the most beautiful girl i've ever seen in my life. I nod and she reaches out her hand to help me "im really sorry heres your book" she says handing me my book. I smile at her giving her an "its okay" look
"Can I buy you a drink to make up for it?" she says politely. "sure" i say giving her a big smile as we walked to the nearest coffee shop. We ended up talking for hours it seemed that bumping into people is how I make my friends these days i say to myself thinking about the yeonjun incident and now this. "My names seungwha by the way" she says reaching out to shake mine. The name sounded really familiar but i couldn't tell why so I just ignored my thoughts. "kayla" i say bowing towards her. "im really sorry about earlier" she says looking down. "its really okay i shouldn't have been walking and reading at the same time" i say letting out a little giggle. "it was so nice to meet you would it be weird if I got your number? Im here visiting but I come here often and I really enjoyed talking to you" she says politely. "sure its not weird at all I had fun too!" I say excited to have made a new friend. we bid our goodbyes.
I made my way back home a smiling mess due to my new friend. I was the happiest ive been since the situation with lee kno-. I opened the door to my house "oh your still here" I say coldly looking at lee know and walking towards my room slamming my door. Changbin rushes in "mikayla wtf is your problem stop being such a brat. Is this because I told you about his ex?" He says but I ignored him. He walked out leaving me alone so i decided to call simone to see if she could come over and keep me company.
call Simone: What mikayla
Me: U busy??
Simone: Kind of She says and i hear chan moan in the back. "ew" I say out loud and hang up. I then remember my new friend I made at the book store.
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Minutes go by and I hear the door bell and skip towards the door while Minho and Changbin where playing video games on the couch. "whos here?" changbin questions not looking away from his video game. "a friend i made while i was out" I say before opening the door. I hug her and close the door behind her as we walk towards the living room I introducing her to the grown men who have been sitting playing video games on the couch all day. "This is my brother Changbin" He pauses the game and they both turn around "and this is Mi-" "MINHO?!?" she say's practically yelling. I look at them minho looked flabbergasted and seungwha had her hands up covering her mouth. "do you guys know eachother?"
