He's no good ||Lee know skz ff||

lame

I must've fallen asleep on the way home because I woke up in my bed with Changbin no where to be found. "He probably went to the gym or something" I say mumbling to myself. I sat up rubbing my eyes before turning and grabbing my phone of my nightstand. 13 missed calls from Lee Minho wow i say to myself at how persistent the boy was. Suddenly his name popped up on my screen again, I decided to pick up since there was no point in ignoring him.

Call

Me: "hello"

Minho: "Why haven't you been answering my calls?" He says with his voice sounding shaky like he's been crying.

Me: "Minho are you crying?"

Minho: "dammit it Mikayla just answer my question"

Me: "i was asleep" I say in barely a whisper. We sat on the phone completely silent for what felt like hours before Minho finally spoke up.

Minho: "can I come see you?" he asks sounding desperate.

Me: "I don't know if that a good idea Minh-"

Minho: "i know but i really need you right now"

Me: "what about seungwha?"

Minho: "I don't know where she is right now mikayla. For all I care she could be on a plane ride to who knows where. I told her to stay away from me because I choose you"

It took me a moment to process everything the boy had said "he choose me?" I mumbled to myself letting a smile small creep onto my face. I hated that I was happy he picked me. I didn't want to be picked under these circumstances, I wanted to never have had to be option to begin with. I wanted to know why and how he came to this conclusion and why he sounded to upset over the phone.

Me: "you can come over, but you have to explain everything to me"

Minho: "ill be there in 5"

end call
Minutes went by and the doorbell finally went off. I felt a sigh of relief escape that I didn't even know I was holding. I walked towards the door and opened it to Minho holding up a take out bag and some soju.

-Time skip to later-
We had drinken way to much but I guess we both figured it would ease the tension. "So can you tell me what happened?" I slurred as Minho nodded lazily agreeing to explain the situation. "seungwha was my first ever love" I nodded showing I was listening "go on" I say as the boy hesitates to say more. "She was my first everything first girlfriend,first kiss, we even lost our virginities to each other, so i thought." he says with a soft smile on his face. "so what happened?"

"what happened? lee know scoffs "she cheated on me multiple times. She lied about me being her first time she manipulated me and she treated me like shit" Minho says laughing. I look down at the floor not knowing what to say "im sorr-" i start "don't be sorry it wasn't your fault. You did nothing wrong at all" Minho trailed off. I understood why they broke up but I didn't understand why she came back. I choose to not to ask not wanting to pry but it was almost as if he could read my thoughts.

"and back at the cafe it looked way worse then it actually was. Seungwha came back to korea because her mom had passed. I am the only person she had left in korea so I thought the least I could do was console her while she was here because I knew she was never coming back. as for why I didn't answer your calls? I still don't know myself and it was really fucked up thing to do...I never should of made you feel like an option because thats not what you are to me, your a strong, loving, beautiful individual who I like more then I can dare to express. Im sorry Mikayla I am really sorry" Minho says sounding genuine.

One thing about Minho is he never failed to leave me speechless. I still couldn't find the proper words to say so I did what any person would do and hugged him and he instantly hugged back. "its okay lee know" I say holding him tight in my arms. "I don't want anymore arguments or misunderstanding Mikayla" He says looking up at me with watery eyes. "me either lets be honest with each other okay?" He nods in agreement.

"well if were being honest starting now. I really want to fuck you" he says giving a sly smirk. "LEE MINHO" I say struggling to get out of his grip "you pervert" I say hitting the top of his head. "you said to be honest" he said whining while rubbing the top of his head dramatically. "Be honest but have a filter" I say trying to sound proper unlike the dirty minded boy in-front of me. "how can i be filtered when i'm around you. you make me do things and say things that I would never say unless I am around you?" he says pulling me closer to him and I melted into his touch. right back to square one i say to myself letting out a small smile as I think about how insensible I am when it comes to this boy.

"Remind me to keep my distance from you Lee Minho" I say staring deep into his eyes inches away from his face. "you could never" he says hovering his lips over mine close enough to feel his hot breath mix with mine. He intertwined our lips as they came clashing together the kiss was sweet but sloppy. "i missed you so much doll" he says pulling away from the kiss and giving me that dumb "I'm so in love with you" smile.

Lee Minho had the biggest hold on me and I wasn't sure if that was a good thing. His beautiful bright eyes, his intoxicating smile and illuminating scent. His pouty soft lips that I could kiss all day if he'd let me. If I didn't know any better I would say "I'm addicted to you Lee Minho"

end chapter
A/n: not proof reading ts so..