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Gosh, I don't know what to do. I've been thinking of plans on how to do it, but I can't think of any better.
I sighed, gosh, what if Lyle finds out that I'm not ready yet? Uhhh, hell! Why won't I just confess to him so that he'll know how it hurts to do this thing!
You'll lose him. My mind said.
“That’s not even close to possible.” I murmured.
“What’s not close?” I heard a familiar voice behind me.
“”N-nothing.” Is all that came out of my mouth.
“Well, have you made any progress yet?”
“Well..” I sighed. It took me 10 seconds to answer. “Not yet.” I gave a faint smile.
“That’s so selfish of me to think that you could help me.” He murmured to himself.
Woah, what’s that supposed to mean?
“What?” I asked as if I’m calm but my tone doesn’t sound good.
“Nothing,” he looked away.
“Okay,” I bumped him intentionally.
“What was that for?”
I didn’t reply, so I think he knows that I’m angry.
“Ange, tell me what’s wrong.”
“How can you be so selfish for trusting me? You know that I couldn’t do it.” I said softly.
“You heard that? Oh right. I didn’t mean it that way. I was just shocked that you weren’t able to do it instantly.”
By the time he stopped talking, I guess he figured out that he was talking to no one.
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When I reached our classroom, I wasn’t in the mood for greeting anyone, except for Sandy. Fortunately, I saw her sitting peacefully. I didn’t hesitate to approach her. Why would I? She’s the one who’s aware of my feelings. She’s like my sister.
“Sandy.” I said plainly.
“Oh, I didn’t realize you were here.” She saw me and studied my face. “What’s wrong?”
“I think I can’t take it anymore. I wanted to confess to tell him badly.”
“Ok sure, you can do that. But, do you think you can handle the pain? I mean, are you that aware of what will happen if you’ll do that?”
It took me so long to answer. “I- I don’t know Sandy. I’m confused. I don’t know what to do. And I think if I make decisions, I think I’m it’d be screwed up.” I covered my face with my hands, with Sandy’s right hand on my back.
“I don’t think it’s the great time to tell him.”
“I agree too.”
“Anyways, Mr. Ville is here so, I guess you should go back to your seat.”
“Yeah, I think so too. Thank You,” I smiled at her.
2 hours pass by so fast, that I didn’t even realize it’s already lunch. Yeah, our classes are just 30 mins. Pretty short, huh?
Anyways, Sandy and I grabbed our food, when someone caught my eye. It’s Rebecca Thompson! The girl Lyle’s been talking about.
“Sandy, see that girl over there?”
“There are a lot of girls there.” She said sarcastically.
“I know, but that girl who’s alone?”
“Oh, Rebecca Thompson? She’s outgoing. I wonder why she’s alone..” she trailed off.
“You know her?”
“Of course. She’s the ideal girl of every guy here. But she doesn’t pay attention to them.”
“Oh. She’s the girl I’ve been talking about.”
Her mouth fell open, “What? Oh, it’s nothing really surprising. As I have said, she’s the ideal girl.” She sighed. “But I think he won’t go for Lyle. She hardly pay attention to boys.”
“Oh, but I need to do this.” I grabbed her wrist towards the direction of Rebecca.
“Even if hurts?” I ignored her question.
But as we drew nearer, Lyle was approaching her. I thought he wants me to do it for him? Who am I kidding? I was hurt. I was hurt! Damn it!
“Oh my gosh girl. They’re talking!” I heard Sandy in a whisper-shout state at my ear.
“Would you mind if I’ll go ahead first? This homework in Calculus just bugs me and—“
“Ange, I know you. You’re a bad liar, okay? Keep that in mind. And you’re not going anywhere until we’re done eating because I’m starving as hell, Ange!” I laughed.
“Gosh, you’re turning into a monster!” I laughed so hard, that other student think we’re insane ‘cause our conversation is very quiet and our laughter is so loud. That’s what I loved about our bond with Sandy. I don’t need to pretend that something’s up when the truth is I’m really hurt.
“Why don’t we eat and forget about our problems for a while?” I saw her heartwarming smile, which made me agree.
“Yeah. Yeah, we should.”
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Hello Guys! This is the first chapter of Always and Forever! Sorry if it took me long to update again. I’ve been busy with assignments and studying. Anyways, I’m really inspired with this story so I guess I’ll be uploading fast, but not this week. So please guys, VOMMENT! :) and Please send me feedbacks.
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Always and Forever
Teen Fiction"I will always love you," I stated, not only as a friend. But how can I say that? --- Do you sometimes feel that you're alone, even though your best friend is with you? Do you sometimes feel rejected, even if you have his attention?-- Angela Hupki...
