Hi guys. I’m back! It took me a week to update again -_-“ sorry for that. But I hope you’d enjoy this one.
Teaser: This chapter has a lot of Sandy and Angela’s conversations. And I guess there’s none of Lyle and Sandy’s.
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When I woke up, I was feeling alone. I don’t want to go to school, but I have to. I don’t want to see Lyle, but I have to. I don’t want see them together, but I have to. I need to. I need to because, he’s my best friend and I can’t avoid him that easily.
I stood up lazily, not thinking of what this day will bring. I took a shower and walked to my room, slouching. I really don’t have the energy.
I opened my closet and grabbed a white t-shirt and sweatpants. I have a nice body, so don’t you worry. ;)
“Baa baa black sheep..” My cellphone rang with a nursery rhyme ringtone. “What the heck?” I wrinkled my eyebrows.
“Gosh, Sandy! What’s this?! I’m just lucky I’m not in a public place! Anyways, why’d you call?”
“I’m trying to check on you. Maybe you don’t want to go to school because of last night.”
I smiled. She knew me well. Second to Lyle, of course. But the only difference is that, Lyle doesn’t know my true feelings. “I’m okay, Sandy. I’m going to school now.”
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“So, what’re you planning to do?” Sandy asked me.
“Well of course act normal.” I said smoothly.
“Act normal? Ha, you can still manage to act normal when inside you is boiling with jealousy?”
“I’m not jealous!” I shouted, resulting in staring eyes. “Well, maybe I am, but I don’t tend to do bad things you know. I just keep it to myself.”
“You never change,” she chuckled lightly. To tell you, Sandy’s not the type of girl who forces people to tell every bit of info of their problems. She understands quickly. Nice gift from God, you think?
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“Girl, keep up the good work!”
“Huh? Why?”
“Well, you know, for keeping your ‘feelings’,” she smiled.
“Oh.”
“You know, this is true. ‘A girl can make you think she doesn’t love you, but she really does’. Right??” she asked.
“Yeah, yeah. Okay. Anyways, are you coming over tonight. It’s Friday, so I guess we can have a girly night,” I wiggled my eyebrows.
“Uhhhm, sorry. We’re going to my grandparents’ house.”
“Oh,” I said again. “It’s okay, maybe next week? It’s a week before graduation.”
“Sure!”
I smiled, not replying.
What is he doing? How is he? Is he missing me? My gosh, maybe. Does he need me?
My thoughts were disturbed by Sandy’s blabbering about prom.
“And prom is also after our grad! I hope Keith will ask me out! And yeah…” nonstop.
Oh, yes, prom! I completely forgot! Obviously, Lyle’s partner is Becca. Who’ll be mine?
“Uh, Angela. Will you be my prom date?” boy asked me from behind. It’s Sam Meyers. A senior. Handsome, sporty, famous, and everything.

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Always and Forever
Fiksi Remaja"I will always love you," I stated, not only as a friend. But how can I say that? --- Do you sometimes feel that you're alone, even though your best friend is with you? Do you sometimes feel rejected, even if you have his attention?-- Angela Hupki...