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f/p/s : favorite perfume scent

KENNY'S POV

i couldn't help but think how y/n really went out of her way just to talk to me. even when i didnt wanna talk to her she kept on trying to or at least waved at me. she was way to kind to me. i kept thinking on how she called me cute and handsome and how pretty she is. her silky hair and perfect smile. her natural long eyelashes and funny humor. i loved how she got along with everyone but at the same time i hated it because she hung out with literally anyone including guys. what if she liked one of the guys? she probably never thinks abt me she just feels bad on how im never apart of a lot of things. maybe she feels bad that im poor or something. i was zoning out when kyle flicked my head randomly. "ow wtf" "why dont you have your hoodie on?" "no reason.." i mumbled. i put my head on my hand and continued thinking. "what did y/n tell you too" "stfu kyle leave me alone" i felt my face heat up a little and i instantly looked away. "ew look kenny's blushingg!!" "shut up kyle before i knock out your stupid jewish teeth!" "what did y/n say?" "nothing" "you think ill believe that? come on tell me" "she said i looked cute and handsome" i mumbled really low embarrassed that im even flustered over a stupid girl. "what speak up little baby" "you heard me ass wipe!" the bell then rang and i got up to head to next period while kyle kept on mocking me and making fun of me.

LUNCH

i saw kyle talking to y/n and tolkien and then she looked at me and smiled. i turned the other way and started talking to stan. while i was talking to stan and eric i felt a tap on my shoulder. "hey cry baby" i turned around and it was y/n. "oh hey what do you want?" "well kyle said i should sit with you guys so move!" "ugh why did you invite her kyle?" "stfu kenny you dont need to be an dick" "oh uh i could go back to my table i guess" "yeah go" "kenny!" "what?" "can we hurry this up y/n is gonna rant about this for an hour on call if we make this to long" "aye stfu tolkien might as well tell everyone my secrets!" "she takes everything seriously too" "no i dont?! god your asking to be punched tolkien" i chuckled a little seeing her being so stubborn was funny. "kyle i dont want them here tell them to go its so annoying hearing her voice out of all the girls in this school" "kyle were just gonna go kenny doesnt want us here anyways" "oh well sorry for bothering you bye" "bye kyle!" she did that stupid cute smile and walked away. "kenny wtf was that for?" "i didnt want her here" "god kenny sometimes your such an fucking ass hole she was being nice but ofc your just gonna be an ass to her instead" i felt my stomach do a weird flip when i saw y/n and tolkien hugging each other.

YOUR POV

i fucking hate kenny why would he just embarrass me in front of all those boys and call me annoyed? "tolkien am i actually annoying?" "wha- no! kenny is just being an ass i dont even know why you like him" "i dont this time fr!" "you sure" "yes!?" "okay okay" i felt my eyes tear up, god i hated this feeling. having to hold in your tears at school is the worst. tolkien immediately noticed and hugged me. "are you seriously gonna cry y/n?" i just nodded silently but putting my head on his chest. he comforted me and i could already feel everyone's eyes on us. he wrapped his arms around my waist and combed my hair with his fingers. i just wanted to disappear. i hated all this attention on me. i felt someone come towards us making me feel even more worse about myself.

"hey is she alright?" i knew that voice which made it worse, it was kenny with kyle. "could you go she doesnt wanna talk obviously" "kenny you fucking made her cry you ass hole!" kenny sat down next to me and kyle walked away. "y/n?" "go away ass fuck" i mumbled. "im sorry for being so rude" "shut up" god i wanted to pull him by his stupid hoodie and choke him! "y/n please look at me" "no" "kenny i dont think she wants to talk to you" i got off Tolkien chest and wiped my eyes and nose. he didnt have his hoodie on either he must've kept it off this whole time. "dont talk for me tolkien" "oh so now you pick up your head?" "kenny shut up" i turned around and looked at his dumb face. "what do you want dummy?" i tried acting like i didnt care his hoodie was off but my stomach did a flip and spin right when i saw his blue eyes. "your nose is so red you look like a clown" "kenny seriously?" "sorry" "actually go fuck yourself you fat bitch" "huh?" "ignore it continue with your weird apology" kenny looked at tolkien with an 'that was lowkey weird but okay' "do you wanna hang out after school i can make it up too you i promise my love" my stomach dropped at the sudden nickname and i felt my face heat up. "stfu" "what??" "stop calling me those dumb nicknames" "sorry"

AFTER SCHOOL BC IM NOT PATIENCE

kenny got off on the same stop as me on the bus aka my house and ran to the door. "open the door hurry up slow ass!" i was slowly regretting inviting him over because of my pc and how it was literally out in the open for anyone to see my twitch account. i grabbed my keys and opened the door. he walked in and looked around smiling. he held my hand and dragged me up the stairs. "wheres your room?" "come on" i then dragged him up to my room and opened my door. he looked around and touched literally everything. "your room smells like f/p/s" "is that bad?" "no i like it" he then walked up to my pc and touched my keyboard. "why were you on twitch?" "oh uh no reason" i then put my backpack down and walked up to him. "dont touch that dumb ass" "why not?" "yk ill kick you out whenever i feel like it" "ugh" "anyways do you have a phone?" "oh um" his eyes softened and he sat in my gaming chair. "kenny its fine if you cant afford one dummy i could care less" "oh i can afford one! its just that i usually end up having to waste my money to buy food and take care of my siblings" "i could buy you one if you'd like?" "no thats too much money plus you'll have to pay for it ever-" "kenny i can afford it" me and him made eye contact for second but then he quickly looked away with a nervous face. "why cant you ever keep eye contact with me?" "idk" "baby take off that sweater arent you hot?" he instantly looked at me with an confused face but flustered. "come on idc if your skinny or something" "i uh cant" "please i wont judge you" "you promise?" "yes"

KENNY'S POV

i was nervous and took off my coat. she looked at me with concern and held my arm. "what happened?" "these look new kenny please tell me you arent doing this to yourself" "im not" "you expect me to believe that?" "no honestly! my parents they do it to me" "can i touch them?" i nodded silently expecting her to press down on them. she ran her thumb down them rubbing them slightly. "come on the bed kenny" "why?" "lemme check your stomach" "cant i just do it here??" "no i need you to lay down" i got up and laid down on the bed. she lifted up my shirt and looked at me with those sad eyes. she crawled towards me and grabbed the remote. "you wanna watch some tv?" "oh uh sure" she handed me the remote and walked out of the room. i put on a show with a ton of s3x scenes and laid back with my arm behind my head. she came back with a mini medical kit and sat on the edge of bed. "gimme your arm" "there already fadin-" "give me your arm dumb ass" i rolled my eyes and put my arm on her lap. she picked up my arm and started cleaning off the dried up blood.

DONE 😜 sorry for the dramatic chapter 💀

words: 1543, february 28 IM IN MY HOTEL ANYWAYS LOOK AT THE PICTURES I TOOK TODAY.

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