you sat down and the waiter took ur order as you sipped from ur glass staring at cade
cade-so um i honestly just wanted to talk to you about something
he cleared his throat and you noddedcade-but if you have a problem with anything i say please tell me because i wouldn't want to ruin our friendship
he chuckled awkwardlyyou-okayy go on
you smiled at himcade-i like you. like really like you
he chuckled staring back at youcade-and i dont wanna start a relationship or anything that could ruin our friendship but i'd prefer you to know rather than me going crazy around you
you-no i get that
you replied messing with ur rings on ur handsyou-i dont like relationships and you know that
he nodded knowing ur bad past etc
you-but im glad you told me
you smiled and so did hecade sighed almost in relief
you-do you feel better now it's off ur chest?
you asked sliding ur hand into his and he noddedcade-definitely
he whispered staring at ur handcade-but um i guess what i wanted out of me admitted all that is a response..do you feel anything for me?
he asked honestlywith cade his always been there for me and i always feel a sort of safety around him..
yes there been times where ive caught myself gazing at him and thinking about him in that way but is that..enough for me to like him back?cade-right okay no reply means no
he whispered pushing ur hand out of hisyou-no yes i mean um
you fumbled ur words staring at himyou-i was thinking
you giggled looking back down to ur handsyou-i dont know honestly
you admitted looking up to himcade-explain that for me please
he chuckled as the waiter slid ur plates onto the tableyou-well youve always been there for me and i nonstop feel safe around you
he nodded smiling
you-and sometimes ive caught myself gazing and thinking of you in that way
you explained seeing him lightly go red in the cheeksyou-but is that enough for me to reciprocate the feeling? im honestly not sure
you questioned yourselfcade-thats fine
he smiled eating some of his foodyou-are you sure?
you asked quite confusedcade-yeah
he nodded smiling still and with that you ate ur yummy noodles now walking back to his in the sunsetyou went out for lunch around 1:30-2 and because its winter now the nights grow darker quicker so by the time it was 4pm you were walking home in the dimmed darkness
you stopped off at a small milkshake place getting you both some thick milkshakes getting back to his now
cade opened the door laughing with you wiping the milkshake off ur lips
cade-stop moving its smudging
he giggled grabbing ahold of ur face wiping it for youyou glanced over seeing calid and emily in the kitchen
of course
calid-you two took ur time
cade smiled
cade-why wouldn't we?
he askedcalid-we have a guest over cade be respectful
emily laughed a little fixing her slutty dress...
emily-no its fine you invited me for dinner i don't expect ur son to be there too
she smiledcalid's eyes fell to you staring down at you
cade-have a nice dinner
he whispered taking you upstairscade-i see what you mean now about her
he sighed falling back onto his bed and you giggledyou-see i told you
you shurgged stood infront of himcade-soo are we gonna watch our show like u said u wanted too or what?
you giggled taking ur shoes off getting comfortable with him in the bed beginning to watch the last 2 season of ur show.
around 3 episodes in you began to get quite tired and thirsty snuggled up against him
cade-you tired?
he asked calmly touching ur hairyou-a little bit, im gonna grab a drink quickly maybe when im back we can play a game or something so i dont fall asleep before ive took my pills
you smiled getting up and out the bedcade-sounds good to me
he smiled as you left his bedroom going downstairs where emily and calid sat on the couch talking with wine. yes. wine.emily-soo who's the girl up there with cade?
calid-thats y/n shes been pretty close with our family for a while
emily-ahh so shes the gf?
calid-oh no shes not his gf
he chuckled hearing you pour yourself a drinkyou-im his best firend if you have to know
you replied to her and she smiledemily-oh okay
she said awkwardly looking back to calidemily-and you, whos ur gf?
she flirted touching his chestcalid-i dont have one
he admitted but also lied.you two had alot going on at the minute but not once was boyfriend and girlfriend introduced. so yes whilst he was correct and honest it still hurt to hear.
emily-so i could do this then
she whispered kissing his lips and you froze turning away quicklyoh my lord
cade-hey y/n i- WHAT THE FUCK
cade shouted seeing emily and calid kissingthey pulled away from eachother and calid sat in shock whilst emily was smiling
cade-dad-
calid-cade it's not what you think-
cade-what so ur not snogging her off infront of y/n's face!? i knew she was bad news as soon as i saw her wearing that slutty dress!
calid-whats gotten into you!?
he asked annoyed getting up and cade went straight upstairs slaming his bedroom dooremily-i should go im sorry
she muttered as calid grabbed her handcalid-no im sorry he shouldn't be acting like that have a good night
he apologised on behalf of cade as she leftyou-are you kidding me?
you asked annoyedcalid-i didn't know she was gonna kiss me
you-oh really becuase the moment she gave you those big battering eyes i knew she wanted you!
you argued as he went to touch ur handyou-dont fucking touch me i trusted you, i let you do whatever you wanted with me
you became upset looking at himyou-i was raped and you were the person to fuck me since that and ive trusted you with everything possible
you whispered upsetyou-fuck you and fuck us were done whatever we were which is clearly nothing than fuck buddies
you ran upstairscalid-y/n come on please
he begged as you went into cade's room cryingcade-dont cry y/n
he said pulling you into a hugyou-can you call my dad i wanna go home cade
you whispered cuddling himcade-yeah i can, im sorry you saw and hear all that
he replied gently kissing ur head calling ur dadsorry if there are any spelling mistakes