I would give my soul for you

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Anastasia pov
WARNING ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: SEXUAL ASSAULT

I woke up before everyone else, wriggling out of Princes grasp and returning to go lie down on Tyrone's bed.

"Good morning, darling." Tyrone went to go kiss me but I dodged.

"What was that for?" He smirked.

"I just- last night you made me feel uncomfortable."

Tyrone rolled his eyes. "I'm your boyfriend you have to learn how to deal with these things."

"But I told you to stop."

"Shhh, I don't want to hear it right now."

"Then I'm leaving." I scoffed but he stormed after me slamming his fist down on the wall. My dad did this to my mum before he was going to hurt her so I immediately turned to face him.

"No. Come here first period, we need to talk." He chuckled. I nodded my head and went to go sit on his bed. "Actually, follow me." He lead me into the bathroom

"What are we doing?" I asked.

"Just, kiss me."

"Please, can I go, I'm not in the mood."

"Fuck!" Tyrone shouted, making me flinch. "Everything has to be about you! It's always what Anastasia wants! Do you ever put anyone before yourself?"

"Tyrone, I'm sorry, I just don't want to do it right now. Can I have some space?"

Tyrone chuckled darkly. "Your a fucking bitch, you want space? I'll give you fucking space you fucking slag."

And with that he stormed out the bathroom, slamming the door. SHIT.

I heard him get dressed and then leave the dorm.

I exited the bathroom and went to go grab my clothes. I put on my uniform and walked out the dorm.

Elle was sitting down on a bench with Lisa

"Hi Stassie!" Elle chirped

"Hi" I mumbled.

"How's the relationship with Tyrone?"

My throat tightened. "It's great."

"What have you got for first period?" Lisa asked, her bleach blonde hair falling just past her shoulders.

"Uhm- Science." I said flatly.

I saw Prince walk to the canteen. He was the only person who I wanted to be with.

"I gotta go do some quick homework, bye!" I said, walking off to Prince.

"Hey." He smiled.

"Hi." I mumbled, walking with him.

"Are you alright?" He asked.

"Yeah" I responded a little bit too quickly

"No you aren't, what happened?"

I couldn't tell him or he would lash out and Tyrone would get even angrier at me. I couldn't afford that.

"I- nothing happened, I'm just tired, I didn't get that much sleep last night, couldn't stop waking up, you know?" I chuckled, awkwardly.

"You normally sleep really well, it's normally me who gets the bad sleep!" He laughed.

This isn't normal at all Prince.

Tyrone ran to us and wrapped his arm around my waist. I saw Prince clench his fists.

"Hello, darling!" He cooed, kissing my temple.

"Hi." I whispered.

"Me and Stassie need to go to my dorm to go do some homework." Tyrone winked at Prince who rolled his eyes. "Let's go babe."

We walked in silence to the dorm, not even looking at each other.

Once we got there, Tyrone pushed me onto the bed.

"Just stay quiet." He whispered into my ear, kissing my neck and collar bone.

I was scared to resist. I hated this.

He began unbuttoning my shirt and taking off my tie.

"What are you waiting for, undress me." Tyrone sighed. I immediately took off his shirt and started unbuttoning his trousers. Pretty soon I was only in my underwear and him the same. He climbed on top of me. The make out began.

"You feel so good" he would mutter as he thrust into me. "Mmm, so fucking tight."
He would let out with groans. "Fuck, baby, I'm so fucking close." He would utter.
He would speed up, going at a painful speed. "You close baby?"

"Yeah." I whispered. I hated the fact that I finished. I guess he took that as consent. I watched him pull out and cum on my legs and the bedsheet.

"That was so good, your so fucking good." He sighed, collapsing on me, kissing my breasts. I tried not to cry. I tried so so so fucking hard not to cry. But I couldn't help it. He didn't even pay attention to my tears, he just rubbed circles on my clit and kissed my stomach and chest. "Did you like that?" He asked.

"I liked it." I said, trying to make my voice not shaky.

I guess it wasn't rape, I never showed any signs that I didn't want to have sex with him but then again, I didn't show any signs that I did want to have sex. But he didn't know that. So it isn't rape, right?