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1-4-23</3

so 1-4-23 is the day me and my ex boyfriend got together, honestly i was so happy that day i couldn't stop smiling, i remember the next day after we got together i seen him at school and he came in so hyper for no reason it was so funny and cute and then he gave me a hug. my best friend was with me i know she was happy for me. i really didn't know that would change quickly after a few weeks. let me say so much happened before i even got with bruce.     -----

let me put down names so that no one loses track. 

my ex boyfriend's name is Bruce.
my best friend's name is Jayla.
my other friend whom will be in this story name is Jose. 
other ex name is josh.
ex crush name is Antwon.
ill prop add more names later in time or within the story. 



okay so before i met Bruce i had liked this boy named Antwon, we was always flirting and stuff in class outside of class. and i started to really like him i even told him that and shit ofc not in person because of i'm a pussy. but anyways i told him in letters. and yes i gave them to him myself and its not like i ran away when he opened it i was there. (btw i'm in high school freshmen) yes some people will say "lEtTeRs aRe cHiLdEsH" and yk what i say to that...FUCK U IDC BITCH TF! anyways i gave hi mad letters he never really said he liked me back which honestly i should have known that something was up but i didn't. soon after giving many...many...MANY letters we got each others insta's.

it had been a few days of yk back and forth flirting.

Jayla and me were both crushing on guys, funny enough they where friend's, good friend's. me and Jayla had most are classes together so we was always on each other, we had the same major to so we took the same class. but anyways she had liked this guy, his name was...i don't remember his name ;-;....i wasn't friends with this guy so i don't much about him all i knew was that my girl liked him...and i helped her out, we were sitting in math class and me and her was sitting next to each other and this guy he sat right in front of us, i would say me or her but, we moved out desk mad close to each other so it was like one desk. so he sat right in front of us, we called him "tumble weed" because of his hair it was like super curly but messy. idk why she like him my girl u can do so much better making us look bad fr. anyways i had literally kicked his ass to get his attention which worked, i told him that jayla liked him. he liked her to and shit they got together they was cute or whatever(hell no) the thing is Antwon and mr. Tumble weed was always chatting bout us and planning shit. so the next day at school me and Jayla was heading to gym.( side note, me and Jayla didn't have gym together her gym was 1st period mines was at 5th)was was walking down there and i had seen Antwon and tumble weed on the other side of the gym so we walked to them. there was two more guys with them but i wasnt focused on them.... 

i wasn't focused on the two guys because i was to focused on Antwon ofc we talked and stuff and jayla was hanging with her bf. after talk we went to the gym(inside) we had skipped lunch with them. so after the end of lunch had came we went to class blah blah boring school stuff so fast forward to dismissal time and we are standing outside with antwon, tumble weed and the two other guys we met at the gym. bro i cant lie about this but those two dumb asses was plotting kisses. yes u read it right, tumble weed wanted to kiss jayla only if antwon kissed me..............god help me...we was out there for like 30 mins waiting for tumble weed to kiss her, he only kissed her after antwon kissed me...i wanna cry jeez, now that i think about it im not a good kisser so ik it was mad lol. but yah tumble weed finally kissed her but little did me and jayla know we was both being played.