words to geart.

wake up and break up

I told him who I was. we talked for a while he asked if I had a boyfriend I told him yes but he doesn't pay attention to me and treats me like poop. he didn't treat me like poop he wasn't there to treat me like anything. 

I had told him all about him and me. he said I should break up with him. I didn't do it because Bruce told me to. I did it because I wanted someone to love me fr.  I told Bruce and was proud of me you know my now ex boyfriend(forgot to put his name its josh) josh didn't text me till the next day hey said "no" I was like huh wym no I'm breaking up with u. its not you're choice tf. I had blocked him because I wasn't trying to deal wit that. me and Bruce continued to talk for the day. he told me he went through a lot of pain and told me about his exes I told him I wish I could hug him and take all his pain away.

by this time Jayla and tumble weed broke up. and this is important. 

me and Bruce liked each other. but you know me I like to rush shit. so what happened next is, me and Bruce got together, and we were so happy honestly, now Jayla had been around me and Bruce all day because now she didn't have a boyfriend, me and Bruce were friends with this guy named Jose Jayla was friends with him too. she hung out with me and my boyfriend a lot and Jose would follow Bruce because there friends and shit. meaning Jayla hung out with Jose lot, she started to like him and they started dating. now this is where shit gets weird.

Bruce and Jose had been telling me and Jayla shit. so Jose, Bruce, Antwon, tumble weed, and Huson were all friends idk why they aren't now but anyways, they always knew what was going down with the friend group, when I still liked Antwon he was doing still while fucking wit me. he was playing but I didn't know how hard he was playing me until Bruce had told me that he got head from a whole group of girls at diff times. and tumble weed was cheating and playing Jayla. I don't really care at this point in time.

so me and Bruce were vary happy, it had been likes weeks and shit. in my head I though was together longer. we and him had fall outs but we talked it out and we was good. we both loved each other. or so I thought...me and Bruce only lasted 1month 28days, yes e and him broke up today, but the reason we broke up is because I went to his house.

my mom doesn't let me out ever, and always has tracker on me. so when I wanted to go to my boyfriends house instead of school. I did I turned off my phone and we took the train to his house. I can only say so much that Happend in that house. ifykyk. 

my mom had found out I wasn't in school, I had got to school with Bruce and we went in. I had lunch and he had music. my mom was spamming my phone like crazy and my dad too, even my lil sis, needless to say she came and picked me up my mom pulled me out of school fed, 9th, 23. I lost my phone all because I wanted to spend time with my boyfriend.