i had been grounded. I still don't have my phone. I'm on pc, my lil sis helped me talk to Bruce through her phone. we was still happy couple and he told me he would wait for me. well he lied, because not long after his texting was slowly getting shorter. he took long and just after that he started ghosting me. I begged him to answer. he did he told me that he was ghosting every one he didn't want to talk to no one. I was hurt, the guy that I loved was going through things and he wouldn't talk to me I cryed for a few days, I texted goodmorning/goodnight everyday.
i went to check his bio and stuff you know because I was always do that. i seen "user not found" i was absolutely in shock, so he blocked me...i kept spamming him none stop, until he finally answered. he text me saying "why are you trying so hard." I explained its because I care about him.
he told me to stop worry about him to focus on myself, he had changed so much it didn't make sense. Bruce told me that he didnt love anyone or anything. which means he didnt love me. i asked him if he needed a break he said no breaks end up in break ups. so i asked what do u want to do. he said i dont know.
he text jose the next day fed,28,23 he sais to him. "me and alex are done" i was in shock he just broke p with me but didnt even tell me i asked him hesaid "what do u want me to say" "how am i gonna love you if i dont even love myself" i didnt question it. i just kk:>.
i have cryed a liltle and i wanted sh but i didnt ik its bad for me im trying to stay strong because i know i get better again and meet someone again.
if u need to vent. text me im here for you<3
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Kısa Hikayethis is js be venting about my break up. since i dont have anyone to talk to ill write about it. i cant spell for shit, and its vary messy.
