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new boyfriend?

ight so it had been like two weeks already and me and antwon still wasnt dating but was doing couple shit. ( god im fucking slow GIRL UR BEING PLAYED) this bitch wasn't trying to jack me as his girl which was goofy but i didnt think much of it until he stop talking to me on insta and js starting ignoring me. i was following tumble weed on insta and he was live so i went on. tell me why when i went on the live i see antwon trying to rizz this girl up bro and u could see that she was not having LMAOOO bro if u gonna fail the talking stage at least succeed in trying to get other girl. anyways later that day i texted him and i text saying "i seen u and ur gf yall cute lol" he was trying to make exuse's but yk dumb me was like oh nah its okay i get it. LIKE BFFR

few more days go by and i see antwon have a females ring on. so some girl gave him a ring and thank god in my mind i was done. i dropped him (YES QUEEN U DID IT!!!!) i ofc was sad for like a day or two and jayla and her boyfriend were um idk good ig. 

i had been in my room all day long, me and my lil sister share a room so i know everything that happens and she had invited her friends over i though it would be just girls but one of the girls had to come with her brother. when they came i was shocked because i knew the girls brother. he was a old elementary school friend that i hadn't talked to in years. i wasnt really trying to stay in the same room as the kids. yes all of them. i was way older them everyone in that room. even my old friend he was 14 i was 16 which looks bad on me bc i have dated like four 14 year old TvT. anyways i came back to my room because i missed my bed but i come back to this man child on my bed like sir what are u doing putting ur outside ass on my bed. it was like this all day. anyways fast foward to when they leave, i had got his instagram...i know i know dont say anything... 

he told me how he had liked me since elementary school (BOY HOW, WE HAVENT SEEN EACH OTHER IN YEARS. LIKE BFFR) and me being me i went along with it because i easily start liking people. we started dating. 9days thats how long it lasted. he would never text me back well he did but like it was like for hours at a time or the next day. mean while this was happing me and jayla was trying to find someone on instagram. so remember the two guys that we met at the gym.well one of the guys was named huson, the other one was Bruce. you may ask why i was looking for this random ass guy on instagram. its because his ex girlfriend had beef with me and he literally said he would protect me and jayla from her. just to let you know. im 4,11 and 16 ik how to fight. this girl was 4,10 and i think 14, i could throw this bitch i really wanted too. but ayways me and jayla was looking looking looking but nothing. so i gave up. funny enough when i went on tumble weeds live instagram i seen someone join. tumble weed had said bruce's name. i was to happy lol i clicked on his pfp and texted him "hey is this bruce from school" he said "yeah" "who is this" i told him who i was...