we enter cannon falls and they drop me off a few blocks away from my house and I apologize multiple times for the inconvenience I may have causes them, and how sorry I am. they just smile the whole time. I finally get home. I run into my to and grab my phone to call Ella and tell her everything but I stop myself. what will Ella think if I tell her all this. oh god. they'll put me in a mental hospital! I call her and tell her how sorry I am. " oh my god Ella I'm so so so so so sorry can you please forgive me?" she is silent for a while but then she starts crying too." of course I *sob* can forgive you. but never *sniffle* ever do that again lily you had me scared out of my mind." we calm down and talk for a while longer
I ask her if she wants to see a movie with me on Friday and she says that she does.
