𝗪𝗜𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗗 𝗚𝗔𝗠𝗘 ✵ 𝔯𝔞𝔣𝔢 𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗅；𝖾𝗒𝖾𝗌；𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝗏𝗂𝗅

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞, 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲

𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿'𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

the bond you can share with another human is something many people know of, to be felt is different. for lilith her femininity thrived in rafe's presence. his pheromones awakened a dormant part of her psyche where she felt empowerment of compromise.

taking the time to make things work, to build essentially, not change but build on who they already are.

rafe had been able to look himself in the mirror, straight on. not looking away or cowering in self-pity. in self-sabotage all over hurt feelings. he felt like a new version of rafe cameron, where his fathers validation triggered things, yet he no longer did things to get his attention. the addiction at first if admitting it was for ward cameron's attention. find fault in his attitude just pay attention long enough to notice i'm not fine, not okay. it never came so it continued. rafe's appetite for it sunk deep in the inner workings of his brain. leeching to further damage his character, not his personality.

so to be sober with a waning healthy relationship with his dad on the precipice of fruition is nice for him.

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rafe is watching as lili puts a grape to her lips as she basks in the sunlight next to him, they seat on the hood of his car by the beach. her bikini clings to her in all the right places. the suns peak making her golden, ditching school today was something they both planned.

lilith loved to look at rafe when he wasn't paying attention, when he looked at her, eye contact is something she can never not do.

popping another grape in her mouth she smiles at him.

"you like looking at me don't you" lilith states in a tone to flirty to deny.

"you like looking at me" they stare at one another for the twentieth time today. leaning in lili caresses rafe face with the back of her hand soft, gentle until she meets his lips with hers.

sheer desire slips through the pores of the two teens making out for all the beach goers to see.

"mmmm" rafe moans against her lips as they separate slow. to him she's the best he'll ever get in this life, because if she ever leaves him, rafe knows it will be his downfall.

"can we go swim now?" lili says in almost a childlike tone that almost creeps rafe out until he remembers lili loves the ocean.

rafe holds out his hand to his girlfriend so they can travel to the sea before them. his thoughts is on what he witnessed just two nights before, the scene he'd yet to come to terms with about his father and rose.

lili could tell she knew something was plaguing his mind but she didn't want to pester or force it out. she squeezes his hand a distracts him with a catch me if you can. landing them in the ocean which can wash away the thoughts for her at least. waves cleanse you can replenish what's lost and find anew. bring in a new stream of consciousness. new attitudes to life.

swimming for what feels like 30-40 minutes was almost two hours. wrapping the towel flush on lili's body he hugs her tight, pulling her to him. smelling her hair plus kissing her forehead which makes her sigh, close her eyes. she'd bask in him all day if he wanted.

"thank you lili" he spoke so soft she couldn't hear him. lili wraps her arms around his waist squeezing him back.

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there's a plastic cup in their hands filled with soda, half a foot long sandwich in front of them split in two. more fruit, a intimate moment between two trauma riddled souls healing each other.

a long sigh escapes rafe's lip "love something's on my mind and i really need to talk to someone about it"

two encouraging looks later "the other night i saw my dad and rose having sex with another girl in the room. seared into my brain for god knows how long. being in the same room with them is even hard. my dad was fucking the woman while rose watched. belt tied around her neck" shuddering.

"i couldn't see you that day so i went to a late meeting instead. sin was calling my name, wanted to blackout to remove said images from—" lili's fingers ran across rafe's forehead a few times closing her eyes whispering to herself before she says "what if we recreate the illicit tryst. instead of a person to watch it'd be a stuffed animal, i play the woman"

"i wrap one of my belts around your neck" rafe touches lili's neck with light heat emanating off his fingertips "squeeze as i ram into —"

"my cunt... mmm" lili has a dark twinkle in her eyes suggesting no fear.

rafe looked into those gorgeous browns like she was the last person he'd ever know. as if she'd go at the drop of a hat.

lili smiled to continue the conviction in the statement she just uttered. she'd do whatever it took to keep him, him. she loved his angel face, those angel eyes. rafe was a devil with his words, a temperament so vicious you slice yourself somehow. in the back of her mind she'll always hear those words from that party. choosing to not listen or believe them has been a practice in itself.

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lili's arched in front of him, rafe's hands wrapped around the belt as rafe pulls her to him. lilith's head rests on his shoulder as she moans, feeling every inch of him as the belt tightens every now and then. "mmmm mmmm" her mewling only prolongs the drive in him. rafe wants to make her scream his name. he wants to feel her convulse around him, for her to drip all over him in a sweet torture.

lili is taking short breathes, "you okay? — we can remove i—" rafe groans as the throbbing of his cock was to much for him to bare at the sight of her.

"i'm — good. i'm cl—ose"

before they know it the stars are upon them, the moonlight hitting as lili says "rafe!!"

they get comfortable as the silence of the house overtakes them, lili kisses rafe a few times to just showcase how much she loved what they just did. rafe softly removes the belt as he looks at the stuffed plush toy to say "hope you pleasured yourself like we did"

lili laughs "prince you have anything to eat?"

"how does pasta sound but we have to make it" since the week started rafe has been home alone. his family had to go to a event.

"okay come on" lili threw on one of rafe's tee shirts, boy briefs that cling to her.

"man i just want to fuck you again" rafe smiles at lilith. giving her a once over, getting up he puts on one of his boxers. they head downstairs to start making late night dinner.

lilith pours the wine, chops all the ingredients to add. hooks up the music as she dances with the glass in her hand. lip syncing to rafe they pour the pasta into the boiling water.

"come here" rafe demands he kisses her as he tastes the wine on her lips making him smile. their foreheads touch as lili is trying to get rafe to dance with her, making him laugh.

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