Tolerate it

Tolarate it

I sit on the stage with my writing book next to me, as I think about the bridge for the new song I was writing.
" Hey A, what are you doing here so late?" I look up to see Joe and Sam, walking towards me.
" oh hey guys, didn't think you would still be here. Just trying to figure this bridge out. It's a pain in my fucking ass." I explain to them.
" Let's hear it? We can be helpful maybe." Joe suggest to me.
" Sounds good." I respond standing up to sing the song.
" I sit and watch you reading with your head low I wake and watch you breathing with your eyes closed I sit and watch you I notice everything you do or don't do
You're so much older and wiser, and I"
I sang looking at Joe and Sam, both have huge smiles on their faces.
I hear my phone ringing and I look down at it and my great stops.
" you okay? Who is it?" Joe asks with concern written across his face.
" It's a old friend, sorry guys I have to take this." I say as I run off stage, eyes blaring with tears.
" Hello? Gemma?" I say as my voice breaks, knowing Gemma wouldn't call me unless she knew how bad it was.
" he was going to propose to you, you know that right? He loved you Av, he loved you so much."
" Gem please don't, I can't take it anymore. He told my last night and shipped the ring to me. I'm broken right now and I don't need you to remind me." I yell at my phone. Knowing Joe and Sam might be able to hear me breaking down.
" okay Av, but just know, you both broke each other. And remember, if you never bleed, you're never going to grow. I love you." She hangs up, and I walk back out to the main stage.
I see Joe and Dam sitting looking at the song I had been working on.
" what do you guys think? Is it a good song?" I ask them, I see joes eyes are watery, and Sam looks like someone punched him in the stomach.
" Ava, this is, fuck, heart breaking." Sam explains
" I think I got the bridge done, y'all want to hear?" I ask them, only because I want to be near Joe, he makes everything okay somehow.
" Go for it" Joe says
" While you were out building other worlds, where was I? Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire? I made you my temple, my mural, my sky Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life Drawing hearts in the byline Always taking up too much space or time You assume I'm fine, but what would you do if I..." I slowly fade out the last note. My throat sore from belting out the bridge.
" A, you need to talk to someone about what happened." Joe says
" we both know you're heart broke, and that's okay but, you need to be able to heal."
"I am healing Burrow, writing songs is how I heal. I'll be okay, I always am" I say softly smiling, looking into his eyes. They are a gorgeous shade of blue.
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GUYS OMG
y'all are actually reading this shit? That's amazing!!!!
Never in a million years would I think this would happen.
And to those of you who are little whores like me...
The next chapter is for. 
To those who aren't, the next chapter will contain smut! I will try and make sure that you can still follow the plot!!!
Love you guys,
A xx