LOVER///TYLER RONAN X READER

CHAPTER FIVE

Italics-'their voice'
—————————————————————————
Tyler steps back and shoves his shoulder into the door breaking it opening, The three enter the room and stop for a moment taking in Mary-Ann's room

"So much for the fairytale mood" Alyson says breaking the silence
"Whatever, we're not ten anymore" Tyler says
"She spent so much time making those elaborate games and world for us"
"Yeah, enough that she lost her grip on reality" Tyler says aggressively pushing the curtains open

"So, where do you think we should start looking" Y/N asked
"I don't know... where in this mess would she stash someone else's personal thoughts?" Tyler replies

~Memory~

Mary-Ann-"I just can't get through. Whatever's going o, they won't let me in. They used to get me everything! They shut me out,Tessa! They've shut me out. I've had so much on my plate lately and, and... they're convinced I'm the enemy, and I don't know why! I need them... I need my goblins"

~End Memory~

"Well that was sad..." Y/N says
"I remember now.. we heard her crying, we listened through the door" Tyler says as the memory ended
"Seeing her like this...As if she's still here, it's..."Alyson says
"It really sucks"
"She was really coming apart them last few months, wasn't she?" Y/N asks with no reply she looks around the room, her never being in this room before she was amazed by the painting and artwork that Mary-Ann had done

"Straight in the trash" Tyler asks looking as the painting Y/N had been staring at
"No, I think we could sell it on the internet" Alyson says
"True, maybe you can sell it to the guy who collects John Wayne Gacy's clown painting" Y/N said

Tyler walks over to the top drawer of Mary-Ann's Deck opening it up to find his dairy
"It's here!" He exclaimed
"I knew it! I fucking knew it!" He says opening up the dairy and looking through the pages
"Do you think she read it?" Y/N asks
"Of course. She was nosey as hell"
Y/N then put her hand on his shoulder, Tyler shrugged it off and walked over to the window

Y/N looks over to Alyson as she walked over to the desk looking through books, pushing one away she found a book titled 'Raising your transgender child' Y/N looked over Alyson's should looking at the book with wide eyes looking to the side Y/N saw a leaflet for 'virtue seekers youth camp'

Alyson picked up both the book and leaflet before she walked over and sitting on the bed, Y/N joining her
"Tyler" Alyson said
"Tyler!"
"What?" Tyler asked
"Look" Y/N said
Tyler slowly turns to the two woman as Alyson holds up both the book and leaflet up before dropping them down as Tyler walks toward them

"What?, where did you find that?" Tyler asks
"It was on her desk, with her papers" Alyson replies
"Seriously?Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Look... Ty we have to be really careful not to overthink this" Y/N says trying to calm him
"But, it doesn't make any sense. She was mad, right?" Tyler asks as both the girls nodded
"She was mad I cut my hair? She attacked me because I cut my hair?"
"She was mad, and she attacked you. We all saw it" Alyson says
"Then, what is this shit"
"I don't know! I don't know..."
"Tyler! Come here" Y/N says motioning him to sit with them
He sits down in the middle of Alyson and Y/N and she takes his hand in hers holding them on her knees

"She can't do this to me... Not now... when I've... finally made sense of a few things" Tyler says
"Well, that was your first mistake,thinking the world made any kind of sense" Alyson says putting her arm over his shoulder
Tyler shakes his head
"Ten years in the grave, and she still finding new ways to piss us off" Alyson continues
"Yeah" Tyler says as they all pause "I think I need some air"
"I'll come with you" Y/N says as they both stand still hand in hand as they walked through the house and out to the back deck
———————————————————————————