Love between you and me

April 2022

It was also nearly the school holidays which I was so happy about. It was lunch time, and I didn't want to hangout with my friends so I thought I'll hangout with  and her friend group because Lina was there. Let's go back to february 2021, it was the month of school with a new class and new people. The only person I knew was my niece Nao. I remember I had to sit behind this cute girl named Lina. She had short hair. She also knew Chinese and Vietnamese. I loved her so much I asked her out but she would always say no, I couldn't let that happen so in the end I would think it was a yes and so we are married. Okay let's go back to April 2022, so that's why I loved Lina and why I wanted to hangout with Sia and Lina. While I was hanging out with them I saw this friend that Sia said she was close to the most, her name was Tia Lay. I was looking at her thinking she looked scary or something but I didn't care about her, I only cared about Lina. It was night time and Sia and I would message on discord a lot and play roblox together but tonight was different. Sia wanted me to meet Tia and so she made a group chat with me, her, Tia and also Nao. We all started to become friends and would call and play roblox all day. This one time Tia asked me if I wanted to join her discord server since no one was in it. So I said "why not" and when I joined it there was no one in it but me, Sia, Tia and this boy named Tory. The server was kinda quiet so nothing really happened while i joined but then one day someone joined the server. His name was... Nathaniel! I looked at his discord and name thinking. I know this name. I've seen it before but where? Let's go back to the first time I texted Nathaniel. It was the 30th of march when I first texted Nathaniel. It was on instagram, I texted him saying " Hi Nathaniel my friend tinnishia and she told me u know me? How do u know me? Because idk who u are" when i said that he replied as " I am friends with Matthew and he is friends with Vo ". Ahh so that's how I knew Nathaniel okay let's go back to the queendom server. When Nathaniel joined the server someone else joined the next day and I felt like the world was gonna end. MATTHEW out of all people joined the server, my heart went 100 beats per second. I rushed to texted Tia! " HEY, who invited Matthew to the server?? I asked " Nathaniel invited him?" she replied. I was so mad at this Nathaniel dude. I felt like I just wanted to hit Nathaniel but whatever it's not like Matthew was gonna stay in the server for long, so I didn't really care about it. After that another person joined the server, her name was Chels. I didn't know who she was but I knew she was friends with Tia and Sia. This one day Tia and Sia wanted to play roblox and call in the queendom server, and so they invited me to join the call and I did. When I joined the server we played roblox together, talked, sang and just had fun until someone else joined the voice chat. It was Nathaniel he joined and not gonna lie. Nathaniel sounded like a girl I didn't even know if it was a girl or boy and sometimes I thought he was gay. But whatever I thought he was a nice, chill guy, after that he talked to us and a few minutes later someone else joined it was Chels. After that, Matthew joined... my heart stopped and my voice was quiet. I didn't speak until someone called my name. I listened to his voice, it was like a calm deep voice that would make any girl die for. I listened and listened until we said goodbye. Everyday the queendom server would call everyday and everyone would join the call and talk and play roblox. This one day it was only me, Matthew and Nathaniel in the voice chat. We were playing a sonic game on roblox, while I was doing something in the game running around Matthew and Nathaniel were talking about a boy named Tony, which I didn't know who but they were thinking of inviting him in the server. A few minutes later, Tony joined the server and joined the voice chat too and while he joined I was quiet as a mouse. In my head I was thinking why in the world am I just in a vc with boys. The first time I heard Tony's voice, it sounded like a baby, and I'm just here thinking WHY DOES EVERY BOY'S VOICE SOUND WEIRD, except Matthew of course. But anyways that was a very weird month since I met new people and also meeting Matthew again.