Love between you and me

September 2022

What day is it today?? Or what month is it today?? OH RIGHT, it's September. Let's say this month gave me a lot of memories and tears... but anyways let's start the day. It was 10th of September 2022, the whole WHAT group wanted to go out before I was leaving for Sydney. ALRIGHT LET'S GO BACK 3 WEEKS. It was the 28th August 2022, while my sister was driving me home from school. She asked me in the car "Tiffany, I'm going to Sydney for your school holidays with Aidan and Nao, do you want to come?" I thought about it and the first thing I thought of was. I'm not gonna do anything at home for the next 2 weeks. Why not go to Sydney for the first time and spend time with my family. "Sure" I replied, when saying that my sister always kept asking me, are you sure? It might be boring, wouldn't you want to spend time with your friends? IF ASKING ME THAT WHY ASK ME IF I WANT TO COME TO SYDNEY?? It was quiet dumb but don't worry I went in the end. OKAY SO recap, my sister asked me if I wanted to come to Sydney and I said yes. Anyways, I remember it was a student day off for my school but not for my other friends. I was thinking of pranking my friends and saying that I'M MOVING TO SYDNEY. When thinking about this, I would never think they would care or didn't think it would be very serious. BUT ANYWAYS, soo the first person I wanted to tell was Nathaniel since I was already snapping him in class. I didn't know why he was able to use his phone but ANYWAYS. I snapped him saying "I'm 'moving' to Sydney in 3 weeks, and like please don't tell anyone". I waited 3 minutes later and he replied saying "wait what?" and HE SENT ME A SNAP THAT MADE ME SO GUILTY. HE STARTED CRYING, and like I didn't think he would cry in class and I wasn't sure how to stop him crying. In the other hand while I was feeling guilty about this, Chris saw him cry AND FUCKIN TEXTED ME saying "wait you're moving to Sydney?" I was not guilty anymore because I told that dude DON'T TELL OTHER PEOPLE but he did anyways. But whatever, I had to lie to Chris too so I told Chris "yes, I'm moving in 3 weeks and please don't tell anyone" and of course he said alright or something. Anyways after that, I kinda felt bad and didn't wanna tell the others. But guess what, I turned into a dumbass and told Tia and Chels. Tia believed it for sure but Chels didn't believe it and kept saying "stop lying, you are not going anywhere" and like girl shut up. But yeah after that I was in a vc with Tia, Nathaniel and Matthew, out of those 3. Matthew was the only one who didn't know I was moving so I wanted to tell him. I left the vc and messaged him saying=

- Mon, 29 Aug 10:25 pm -

"Oh yeah um I've told the others but I'm moving to Sydney in 3 weeks" - Tiffany

"Just wanted to tell you that" - Tiffany

"Oh what" - Matthew

"Wait wha" - Matthew

"moving" - Matthew

"Wait that's so sad" - Matthew

"Feel bad for you honestly" - Matthew

"Good luck" - Matthew

"lol yeah somehow Nathaniel was crying in class because I told him that" - Tiffany

"Oh..." - Matthew

After that Tia messaged me about something about what happened in the vc while I was gone, Matthew was sad in the vc and wouldn't stop talking about me. After I told everyone I was moving, let's go back to the 10th of September. AND AGAIN, before this side note. Nathaniel and Tia planned this day out for me before I was gonna leave and so I wrote Matthew a letter before leaving and I was hoping Matthew would come with us to go out BUT ANYWAYS LET'S GO BACK. And again when it is the day we're going out I was late because I had to pick up Tia and there was traffic as well, which was annoying. While my dad was driving us to highpoint, Chels and Nathaniel were already there. But don't worry we were just an hour late. When we got there I realized something was missing in my bag. THE LETTER I WROTE FOR MATTHEW, I rushed to Tia and told her "TIA, BRUH I LEFT MY LETTER AT HOME" "are you serious right now, oh my god you idiot" she laughed. I felt like crying into pieces but in the end I found out Matthew wasn't coming anyways WHICH ALSO PISSED ME OFF SINCE I WAS LEAVING AND THIS DUDE DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT. But anyways, the day was great. We did a lot of things together like, taking polaroid pictures, eating Chels dumplings weirdly, running around, walking a lot, went to the park near highpoint, Nathaniel caught me falling down, etc. When it was nearly 3 since Chels needed to go home, while we were gonna drop Chels at her bus stop it was only me and Nathaniel. Nathaniel asked me if I wanted Matthew to come roller skating AND GUESS WHAT I WAS JUMPING WHILE SAYING THIS BUT I was screaming saying "YES ASK HIM" and I was so happy and I always kept asking Nanthaniel if he wanted to come or not. But guess what... MATTHEW SAID YES, after that Nathaniel said that Matthew told us to go on this bus because Nathaniel doesn't know the way and none of us do because we are dumbasses unlike Matthew. BUT ANYWAYS, Nathaniel found out our bus was coming at 3:05 PM which was... 5 MINUTES AWAY and we weren't near the bus stop at all WE WERE OUTSIDE OF HIGHPOINT. And so me and Nathaniel were running to the bus stop before it was 3:05 pm, while running Chels and Tia didn't give a shit and didn't run at all. But good thing me and Nathaniel made it in time when it was 3:05 THE FUCKIN BUS WASN'T EVEN HERE TILL 3:20 PM. Which gave Tia and Chels so much time to WALK here. I was kinda annoyed, but anyways Chels had to leave so I gave her a hug before I was never seeing her again. When she left, we left on our bus too. After that we had to wait for another bus, when our bus got here Matthew and Nathaniel were texting each other non stop about directions.. Well hopefully we weren't gonna get lost since Matthew was giving directions to Nathaniel. When the bus was driving Nathaniel wasn't looking at where we were going so we didn't know when to stop the bus, but anyways Tia wanted to make a tiktok where this kiss thingy goes somewhere on your face and that person had to kiss you. So I did that with Nathaniel and he had to kiss me on forehead when doing that Matthew texted Nathaniel, and let's say THIS BOY JUMPED AND PRESSED THE STOP BUTTON. When we were gonna get off Nathaniel stopped and said "wait we aren't there yet". Note for later we should've just stopped there and didn't keep going. So we kept going until we were NEAR THE HIGHWAY AND Matthew texted Nathaniel again saying "where are you? I'm already here?" So then Nathaniel was confused and stopped the bus near the highway. The place we stopped was McIntyre Rd and the roller skating centre was 20 minutes away.. Do you remember me saying never left this dumbass give directions. To this point it felt like we were an hour away from Matthew AND I WAS SO MAD AT NATHANIEL BECAUSE HE TOOK US SO FAR AWAY. And we had no choice but to walk to Matthew, and we did while I was pissed at Nathaniel AND WASN'T SURE WHY WE ALWAYS LEAVE HIM WITH directions. TO be honest I felt like crying. But when we made it to Matthew, he was on the other side of the road and he walked over screaming at us saying "DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS NOW?" and he showed us the time the skating centre closes WHICH WAS 4:00 PM and and the time on his phone was 3:59 PM.. and to this point I turned to Nathaniel with an angry face and was ready to bash this dude up into pieces. "Look bro, I told you and asked you do you know when to stop and stuff and you said you know you know BUT LOOK NOW" Matthew screamed and to be honest everyone was mad at Nathaniel. The worst bit was WE HAD TO WALK BACK TO FUCKIN SUNSHINE AGAIN since we couldn't go roller skating. When I was looking at Nathaniel mad Matthew tapped me on the shoulder while opening his bag with a bag of my favourite blue clouds (aka my fav candy) and also a matcha green cake and that kinda made me happy again and was very sweet of him. While I was looking at Matthew and saying thank you the other two were looking at us weirdly but anyways while we were walking back to sunshine OH YES FORGOT I saw Matthew's new haircut it was very short HAHAHA. ANYWAYS, while we were walking Tia and Nathaniel were at the front talking while me and Matthew were at the back, "hey can you hold my bag?" Matthew asked "sure" I replied, and I took his bag while he was trying to take off his jumper. It was funny the way he was taking it off since it got stuck where his head was and I helped him take it off, we laughed and that moment was sweet. It kinda felt like we were dating... After he took off his jumper he asked for his bag back, I looked at him and looked away saying "do you like your hair?" "uh I mean it's just hair" he replied "so would you go bold?" I asked "uh no" he said, then looking at me, I started laughing while looking at him. Anyways while we were walking I always noticed that Matthew kept looking at me, which he always does. I guess it was a habit of his looking at me a lot? Not sure but I didn't care. When we made it there, we went to KFC since Tia was hungry. When she was buying chicken, I wanted to buy Matthew, his favourite since got me something. I bought him a go bucket, when my order was done I turned to Matthew "here" I looked at him trying to give the go bucket to him "huh? No it's fine" he said taking a step back "no take it, I bought it for you" I insisted "No it's fine" he replied but then I kept looking at him and so he took it. And we went to a table and ate together and let's say Matthew eats very fast and he finished his food before I could even finish half of my. A few minutes later Tia's parents came to pick her up but when they were coming over Matthew  stood up and walked off before they could even say hi. When he stood up we all looked at him and Tia's mum asked who's that boy but Tia just replied saying she doesn't know him and is my friend. "Why did he walk away?" Tia's dad asked but Tia just said bye to us and took her parents away. When she left me and Nathaniel looked at Matthew "should we go to him?" I asked "sure" Nathaniel replied so we walked to him. When we were next to him, he was on a phone call with some dude but then Matthew hung up on him. When we were walking out, Matthew said something "Yo guys, my mum's here to pick me up to go eat dinner" "oh alright then" me and Nathaniel replied "So where are you guys gonna go now?" Matthew asked but Nathaniel just replied saying he was gonna go home "you know the way home? Or do you need me to help?" Matthew asked but Nathaniel just said he knew. After asking Nathaniel, Matthew looked at me. "How are you getting home?" he asked "oh, my mum works here so I'll just go home with her" I replied "wait really? Where does she work?" Matthew asked and I just pointed to the next building in front of us "It's a cafe" I told him. And after that Matthew left and I kinda wanted to give me a goodbye hug since this was the last time I was gonna see him. But we never hugged, anyways I was gonna cross the road until some dude asked me something "Tiffany can you please take me to my bus stop?" Nathaniel  asked "no go by yourself" I said, because like I was pissed at this dude. And he kept begging but I just walked off saying goodbye. That day was good? And I mostly had a lot of exercise. Anyways, a week later before I was leaving, it was already school holidays and Nathaniel wanted to go roller skating again but this time I TOLD HIM I'M SHOWING THE DIRECTIONS. When I got to highpoint early this time it was 11, Nathaniel and Tia weren't even here yet because when I called them THEY TOLD ME THEY GOT KICKED OUT OF THE BUS BECAUSE THEY FORGOT THEIR MYKI... and I wonder how many times I've been angry at this DUMBASS. And so I had to wait for an hour later before they could get here since they needed to buy a myki and wait for the next bus since the next bus will be there at 12 something THAT MEANS THEY WILL ARRIVE HERE AT 1 SOMETHING... I was so mad at this dumbass but anyways I waited 2 hours for them. When they got here, I asked Nathaniel if he told Matthew we're going out today but guess what.. THIS FUCKIN DUMBASS FORGOT and my beloved Matthew doesn't know... Nathaniel can never do anything right! But then I just messaged Matthew saying =