"Honestly, I kinda want kids. " Stokeley shrugs laying on the mattress. " I want a son. Even a girl would be a blessing, give them the life I never had." Jahseh agrees smiling to himself. I look a Stokeley and cheese.
4 years we've been together .. all from one flight. I'm glad I took that trip. I met a rare group of genuine people , it's been a good 4 years.
X is officially starting to become a little more mainstream. I'm proud of him, our relationship is actually pretty brother and sister like. I'm glad to have someone like him, i believe everyone deserves a Jah in their life.
Ski, or Stokeley doesn't really care to much on being popular but he knows he writes good music. He knows he's his own person and never hated on Jahseh. If anything he supports X even tho X says countless times Stokeley is better than him.
We've all matured & been through so much. I appreciate our mindsets and friendships now. We matter so much to each other.
"Kids ? Never crossed my mind." I smirk to myself while looking down at my hands. " Just imagine it, a little me, just a little me running around." Jah says mimicking running with his fingers. "I wouldn't even know what to name him or her. Some hard shit. Some rare shit, since my name is different. All of ours is."
I laugh to myself. "Yea, my name is pretty common lol." Stokeley nods. "Hell yeah. But Jah and I are also Jamaican. You're dominican. you're name is just common but our parents just have meaning behind our names."
"Yeah like mines is God-Said basically." Jahseh explains. "So, it's like a meaning. I don't know if i even believe in it, but my dad came up with it apparently."
I nod. "Jahseh is different. It's rare. You're unique" Stokeley adds looking at X. Only like he admired him. They admired each other in they're own sense. Like each others back bone. Being around them everyday showed me a friendship I've always wanted in another person. They were all each other had.
Trauma bonds.
"Nah forreal if i ever had a kid, i'd name him something i came up with. Not something someone else would ever have. I like to be the first to do things and master shit so my kid gotta have some rare shit." X preached standing up frailing his hands.
"Okay, we get it now." Stokeley laughs standing up pushing him onto the mattress. "You a whore." I laugh looking at Stokeley. He looks at me and grabs my hands. " You're gonna be a great mom, if i ever live long enough or am able to seek out being a father."
Jah nods.
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Ello. Didn't know what to write. 4 years later in real life too. Long Live Jahseh. Forever Him. Forever X. 🖤
(sorry if anything's spelt wrong)
