TRAPPED {Jiyoo}

CH-6

"You can't be serious. People collide. It's not a big deal." The silver haired girl spoke.

"Okay, i understand my mistake." Hanni spoke, she walked towards Yoohyeon and wrapped her hands around her waist, resting her head over her chest.

Yoohyeon didn't like any kind of physical contact with Hanni. She didn't hug her back. "I'm sorry. I will give that girl admission back in other University, she left our's..."

"Okay..." Yoohyeon spoke, she wanted to push Hanni away from her.

Hanni slightly backed up and looked up at Yoohyeon, "Why do you behave like this?"

"Hug me." Hanni whispered.

"I don't want to." Yoohyeon replied, "I have to study..." The silver haired girl reasoned and gently moved Hanni's hands away from her before sitting over the chair.

Hanni rolled her eyes and walked towards the bed.

•••••••

I was now twenty one years old.

The time has rather passed quickly, everything is constant ; my parents behaviour, my unhappiness and the marriage.

I have tried everything to tell Hanni how I dont like her.

She is still the same. Doesn't reply to what I feel. Turns around and switches of the light.

The only thing that has changed is that her affection towards me. She gets physically close to me like a normal person when they're excited, sad, happy we tend to hug someone close to us, that's what Hanni tries to do but i don't like it.

I don't like us being a couple, i don't like us hugging or even touching. I don't feel anything towards her.

I feel guilty for it, she is obviously putting many efforts in this relationship.

I don't put any efforts.

It's not like i haven't tried, we have gone out on several dates, but it doesn't work.

I don't know what to do anymore. I can't get rid of her. It frustrates me how i have to be with her. I'm sure it must be hard for her too because she isn't getting anything back in return.

Shouldn't she just divorce me?

"What if i change, will you divorce me?" I asked, she was massaging my feet even after i told her no to that.

"Change in personality?" She asked.

I nodded.

"No. I won't." She answered.

"What if i abuse you physically?"

She chuckled, "You won't. I trust you."

God, i hate this so much. This makes me feel guilty. Why can't she understand that I'm not happy.

"I don't love you..." I spoke.

She didn't reply. This habit of her's has also remained same.

She just looked at me with a smile, "Do you love someone else?"

And there we go, when she decides to reply, she always asks that question. I have no idea why she does that.

What if i did had someone i loved, was she going to divorce me?

"If i say yes to that...-"

"What...? You wanna die?" She asked raising an eyebrow, she wasn't smiling anymore. I did notice the seriousness in her voice.

"You not loving me is okay, i can handle it. You loving someone else is not okay..." She explained.

I layed back over the bed and let her massage my feet.

This is a real hell.

•••••••

The next day, Nayeon had prepared pasta for Yoohyeon, because she liked it.

"You can do it, this job will be yours..." Sunghwa spoke while Yoohyeon was eating.

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[Nayeon's POV]

We tried motivating her for her first interview, Sunghwa already had a job. Lisa's and mine interviews were in the upcoming months.

I smiled at Yoohyeon when she was eating. She appeared a little stress free when she was with us.

She has been so closed off, i almost don't know her choices or what she likes, it has been three years for our friendship.

It's not because we never tried to know her it's because she doesn't talk about what she likes or her choices.

I came to know that she likes pasta because one day i had invited her at my house, i made sandwiches and pasta for us. I told her to eat both dishes but the way she was eating pasta, i figured out she likes it. When asked about it, she agreed.

We all know she isn't happy with Hanni. She rarely talks about Hanni when she's with us.

We try to push her to speak out her opinions. She is an intelligent person but only when it comes to academics or if there's a debate.

In real life, she has zero control over her own life and doesn't have opinions of her own.

I seriously hate her parents. I've met them few times and the way they dictate her is just horrible.

After meeting Hanni i realised, she is caring towards Yoohyeon but is extremely possesive.

An outsider wouldn't know Hanni's personality, they would think the possessiveness she has for Yoohyeon is healthy but it's not.

She is caring but is extremely toxic. That's what I have observed because i have seen them being on calls and Yoohyeon updating her on everything she does. When I'm alone with her, she will have to call Hanni and talk to me. She doesn't call Yoohyeon when we're in a group.

Once i was alone with Yoohyeon in our class, she was helping me with the assignments, when Hanni saw it, she didn't react there. They went home and Hanni kept nagging at Yoohyeon for hours. Yoohyeon did tell us about the argument that happened between them on that night.

If this isn't a perfect example of a toxic relationship, i don't know what is. Toxic relationships doesn't have to be only physical abuse.

"Do you think they will hire me in one interview?" She asked us.

"Of course!" Lisa exclaimed to her. "There's no way you won't pass that interview..." She encouraged her.

After eating her pasta, Yoohyeon stood up and hugged us one by one. "I'll update you guys about my interview."

I gave her a big hug before she left for her interview.

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