CIRCUMSTANCES MADE ME WHAT I AM

TOO SHY

MARK'S POV

My Cellphone rings and it's my mother. "hello" I hope the annoyance in my voice was evident.

" If I don't call yuh, yuh nah call mi"

This woman just love piss mi off man

I hiss my teeth, and a the worse thing.

"Work mi deh innuh. Look from when man wah come link yuh, over a year now and twice I see yuh and a when yuh come look fi me and when me wah come look fi you is a problem."

"Me a come town weeks now and still a pure excuses when me ask fi know weh yuh live and you a come talk bout mi nuh call yuh. Tell mi which one worse?"

The phone went silent....."one day, mi just need time"

"Hear wah when yuh find the time yuh link mi, later"

I heard my grandmother's voice in my head saying

if yuh nuh learn fi control that temper it gweh control yuh....
Mama sometimes people insult man intelligence and wah tek man fi idiot....mi nuh deh pan dat.

Don't get me wrong I love my mother and I'm not ungrateful or denying that she may be truly busy but from my father passed, she only came to visit twice all I get is money.

Man wah spend some time wid har...
Money nuh mean much, cause no amount can bring my old man back.

All my bottled up emotions I couldn't share when she came to Clarendon or over the phone. But I'm here now a big man, a work, and in Kingston everyday and still can't see her. Why?

Just irritate man spirit jah....

As my call ended I heard the toilet flush and the bathroom door opens, followed by the conference room door and in stepped Mr. Reed.

Perfect timing

He greets us and the meeting is immediately underway.

I found the meeting interesting and informative, intriguing even. I was a sponge soaking up all I could. Trying to avoid her eyes. It was all done in about an hour.

Tamara made a hasty retreat also avoiding my eyes. I watched that ass sway through the door and again I was painfully hard.

I seriously need a release and headed to the conference bathroom. As soon as I made sure the door was closed, my dick was out in my hands pumping towards a quick relief, eyes closed, clenching my teeth trying to be quiet as ropes fired from my dick onto the floor.

Now that my head was clear again, I cleaned up, washed my hands, checked my self in the mirror and headed out. It was 12:30pm needed some fresh air as well as something to eat and a strong drink if I was much of a drinker.

So heading into the main office towards the front door I saw Devon and Sheryll.

"Yow Mark."

"Wah gwaan Devon?" I asked greeting him back

"We ago hol some food up a di chinese restaurant yah farword?"

"Yeah was heading there yes"

They both looked at each other then laughed.

Then Sheryll spoke "yuh always haffi prim an properrrrr sah. With her hands waving the exaggeration of her description.

Her teeth and hands sparkling in unison.

Da katty yah have vibes

Yuh think a Miss Senior this?
Come man chro"

Then grabbed my hand, gave me a sweet smile and pulled me through the door.